My Cousin

I think I might have a crush on my cousin. She's a few years younger than me but everytime I see her she gives me a big hug and kiss. It's hard because we are close, but I always think "damn, if she wasn't my cousin". Yet, there's something to be said about the hug and kiss. She is pretty good looking so given the opportunity, I would think about making love to her. I couldn't say fu*k because that too disrespectful for her.
I honestly don't know why I thought about this, but I did.