Bi-Sexual Female / 33
Gemstone - Introduction
Hello. My name is Gem and I am an alcoho..... Oh no, wrong site. Let me start again.
My name is Gem, and I am a Groupie Slut Wife. There I said it !
I'm going to start with an introduction to myself, to find out if I am welcome here. I have a need to write about myself and to reveal the dirty truths and sins that I have committed. On my journey to find a "true confessions" site, I have become disillusioned with the sites I have found. I started off at the biggest "sex story" site and found that all the mods are interested in is the punctuation and paragraphing. I spent a month putting the effort in, but everything I wrote got rejected, until they finally published part three, which made no sense on it's own. Other sites I have tried have been very immature, very "role play" focused, and finally I tried one last week that seemed exactly right, but then realised that it is "women only". I asked if I would be welcome, as I am well aware that fellow females don't like groupie sluts, and two mods welcomed me to the site, but then one privately asked me to leave.
Maybe I should just write a book !
I am from the United Kingdom. So our terminology will be different. I asked one of the mods on the previously mentioned site what a groupie slut meant in the US, and she guessed that I was a girl who liked gang-bangs with rock groups and ball sports teams. Well actually they are the two types of people I always try and avoid. Rock & pop groups because they are all about drink and, well you know, and footballers because they are like overgrown schoolboys, so immature. So let me explain -
I am a GROUPIE because I love sex with famous people. In my case, what I call "Entertainers". Actors, musicians, some sportsmen. Basically anyone who makes their living entertaining the public. I love standing outside a theatre or concert hall. You will find me at the stage door, which is often round the back, or up an alleyway, stood shyly waiting and hoping someone will turn up, invite me in and have sex with me. I love being seen with "famous" people. They don't have to be that famous, just a little will do. People will look at me, probably stood in the rain under an umbrella, in a little mini skirt, and they will think "SLUT". And they would be right, but I don't care. It's me, it's my job, it's what I love. The first unwritten rule of being a Groupie is that we never pay to get into an event, and we do always get in, one way or another.
I am a SLUT on three counts.
Firstly, I don't always get the chance to purely be a groupie. Sometimes the second rule of being a groupie comes into play. That is "whoever takes a groupie into a show gets first go at her". Which means that if I am stood cold and lonely, I may succumb to allowing a doorman, steward, stage hand etc etc take me in. At least once in, I can then hang about outside the dressing rooms, showing my legs or breasts off to tempt some famous person to fuck me. I just have to suck off the person who took me in first, or if pressed, let them fuck me.
Secondly, it is surprising how many times I will have groupie sex with some celebrity, and they will then ask me if I will "DO" their friend... or brother .... father .... son ....girlfriend ! Of course I will, although my heart sinks. I am being that slut again, having sex with anonymous people who aren't even famous. I disgust myself sometimes.
Thirdly, as I say, my body likes sensual, gentle lovemaking with famous people. But my mind is troubled. It's a bit of a bastard to me. It CRAVES things that I will not enjoy. It hopes people will take advantage of me, use and abuse me, spank me, tie me up, slap me, and most of all, humiliate me. Make me beg, show me off, blackmail me. Yes gang-bang me.
Which just leaves me to tell you about my role as a WIFE. If I carry on writing here I will tell you much more of course about how I got started in all of this. Basically, I am from an ex-mining town in the North of England (although I have moved away thank God). No one there had any money, I had two older sisters who bullied me and parents who didn't care. I never had any friends, and I stumbled into becoming a groupie at the one thing we had locally - a new Leisure & Sports Centre that that entertainment at weekends. From there I ventured to the nearest City and hung about outside theatres and entertainment complexes. A very shy girl waiting to be picked up. I would occasionally see other groupies who there was mutual hatred with, which is why I stuck to the entertainers they weren't interested in rather than rock groups. I also came across my future husband who I saw collecting autographs with a couple of his friends. The friends didn't like me (no one does) but HE always talked to me and accepted me. We went to a few shows together and he saw me go off with much older men, and accepted it all. Then one night, when I had been well fucked and was really happy, I invited him in at my parents house when he walked me home. I started confessing what I had done that night, and within minutes we were rolling on the floor naked, and fucked three times without stopping. Wow. What a slut I was. We were married within a year or so, with our own house, far away from anyone we knew. He accepts me for what I am, and I tell him MOST things while we have sex. As soon as possible after they have happened. And we have sex a LOT. He doesn't like the slut side of me, but has no choice. Sometimes I confess my sins, sometimes I taunt him with them.
Being a groupie makes me happy.
Being a slut makes me depressed sometimes.
When I fulfill my cravings I can get suicidal. Not for long, but hubby looks after me.
If I was in the US I would have a team of psychiatrists and psychologists. In the UK we get nothing. Just a blank stare when I open up to a GP. Occasionally a leaflet.
OK, I'll stop now. Thanks for reading if you got this far.
Give me a tick down and I will quietly leave.
Give me a tick up and I'll stop by and write some more when I get time.
Love, Gem x
My name is Gem, and I am a Groupie Slut Wife. There I said it !
I'm going to start with an introduction to myself, to find out if I am welcome here. I have a need to write about myself and to reveal the dirty truths and sins that I have committed. On my journey to find a "true confessions" site, I have become disillusioned with the sites I have found. I started off at the biggest "sex story" site and found that all the mods are interested in is the punctuation and paragraphing. I spent a month putting the effort in, but everything I wrote got rejected, until they finally published part three, which made no sense on it's own. Other sites I have tried have been very immature, very "role play" focused, and finally I tried one last week that seemed exactly right, but then realised that it is "women only". I asked if I would be welcome, as I am well aware that fellow females don't like groupie sluts, and two mods welcomed me to the site, but then one privately asked me to leave.
Maybe I should just write a book !
I am from the United Kingdom. So our terminology will be different. I asked one of the mods on the previously mentioned site what a groupie slut meant in the US, and she guessed that I was a girl who liked gang-bangs with rock groups and ball sports teams. Well actually they are the two types of people I always try and avoid. Rock & pop groups because they are all about drink and, well you know, and footballers because they are like overgrown schoolboys, so immature. So let me explain -
I am a GROUPIE because I love sex with famous people. In my case, what I call "Entertainers". Actors, musicians, some sportsmen. Basically anyone who makes their living entertaining the public. I love standing outside a theatre or concert hall. You will find me at the stage door, which is often round the back, or up an alleyway, stood shyly waiting and hoping someone will turn up, invite me in and have sex with me. I love being seen with "famous" people. They don't have to be that famous, just a little will do. People will look at me, probably stood in the rain under an umbrella, in a little mini skirt, and they will think "SLUT". And they would be right, but I don't care. It's me, it's my job, it's what I love. The first unwritten rule of being a Groupie is that we never pay to get into an event, and we do always get in, one way or another.
I am a SLUT on three counts.
Firstly, I don't always get the chance to purely be a groupie. Sometimes the second rule of being a groupie comes into play. That is "whoever takes a groupie into a show gets first go at her". Which means that if I am stood cold and lonely, I may succumb to allowing a doorman, steward, stage hand etc etc take me in. At least once in, I can then hang about outside the dressing rooms, showing my legs or breasts off to tempt some famous person to fuck me. I just have to suck off the person who took me in first, or if pressed, let them fuck me.
Secondly, it is surprising how many times I will have groupie sex with some celebrity, and they will then ask me if I will "DO" their friend... or brother .... father .... son ....girlfriend ! Of course I will, although my heart sinks. I am being that slut again, having sex with anonymous people who aren't even famous. I disgust myself sometimes.
Thirdly, as I say, my body likes sensual, gentle lovemaking with famous people. But my mind is troubled. It's a bit of a bastard to me. It CRAVES things that I will not enjoy. It hopes people will take advantage of me, use and abuse me, spank me, tie me up, slap me, and most of all, humiliate me. Make me beg, show me off, blackmail me. Yes gang-bang me.
Which just leaves me to tell you about my role as a WIFE. If I carry on writing here I will tell you much more of course about how I got started in all of this. Basically, I am from an ex-mining town in the North of England (although I have moved away thank God). No one there had any money, I had two older sisters who bullied me and parents who didn't care. I never had any friends, and I stumbled into becoming a groupie at the one thing we had locally - a new Leisure & Sports Centre that that entertainment at weekends. From there I ventured to the nearest City and hung about outside theatres and entertainment complexes. A very shy girl waiting to be picked up. I would occasionally see other groupies who there was mutual hatred with, which is why I stuck to the entertainers they weren't interested in rather than rock groups. I also came across my future husband who I saw collecting autographs with a couple of his friends. The friends didn't like me (no one does) but HE always talked to me and accepted me. We went to a few shows together and he saw me go off with much older men, and accepted it all. Then one night, when I had been well fucked and was really happy, I invited him in at my parents house when he walked me home. I started confessing what I had done that night, and within minutes we were rolling on the floor naked, and fucked three times without stopping. Wow. What a slut I was. We were married within a year or so, with our own house, far away from anyone we knew. He accepts me for what I am, and I tell him MOST things while we have sex. As soon as possible after they have happened. And we have sex a LOT. He doesn't like the slut side of me, but has no choice. Sometimes I confess my sins, sometimes I taunt him with them.
Being a groupie makes me happy.
Being a slut makes me depressed sometimes.
When I fulfill my cravings I can get suicidal. Not for long, but hubby looks after me.
If I was in the US I would have a team of psychiatrists and psychologists. In the UK we get nothing. Just a blank stare when I open up to a GP. Occasionally a leaflet.
OK, I'll stop now. Thanks for reading if you got this far.
Give me a tick down and I will quietly leave.
Give me a tick up and I'll stop by and write some more when I get time.
Love, Gem x
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