My Own Dirty Little Secret

As a 50+ man I walked into a lingerie store, one of those boutique stores where expensive panties are sold. I told the woman, late 50s that I was looking for something special for my wife. I had to explain to her that my wife was along in age and she wore a size large, maybe a little larger. She took me to a rack in the back of the store where they sold pieces for, as she called them, matronly ladies. I picked out a couple of panties, paid cash for them and left thanking the clerk for her help. Back at the hotel I put the panties on, and nothing else and proceeded to masturbate until I filled the panties with cum. Pulled my clothes on and left for my dinner meeting, the wet panties still on.

I still have the panties I first put on. I was 12 and my cousin (a girl) was ten and she was spending the week with us while her parents were off on a trip to Europe. In the laundry room, neatly folded were a pair of her panties. Briefs, with strawberries on them, and tiny red bow. I stole them and put them on and that night in her panties I had my first true wet dream. It's my thing. Has been for all these years.

Of course I don't wear panties at home, only when I travel and I travel a lot. I only wear panties, I don't wear other women's clothes. When I travel I wear panties under my suit, and as I did that afternoon before my dinner meeting, I love to masturbate in them and wear them wet and sticky and tight under my suit. During the work day, when I am at our branch offices, or at a customers, panties give me that edge. I like the way I look in panties, my hairy cock tight in the see through fabric.

I have thought a lot about meeting another man who enjoys panties and maybe laying around in panties, and lately I've thought I might help a man fill his panties with cum. I would like to grab a hard cock in a pair of panties, maybe mouth it through the fabric and feel his cock empty itself and then rub my face in the wet fabric. But that's a fantasy, I don't know if I would ever really do that.