My First Time Sucking A Cock An Love It

I was forced and touched at 9yrs old but cousin telling me relax and it's pk scared I can't speak an tears runs as he Rips my cloths off and my very first ever jerking me an was sift and little prob measure inch less and some reason before does other he spins and I take his cock soft and stroking it and he says wow yes thought you never done this and I say no but I want be girl feel like one and stops and tells my mom and sister somet tell and they get wig long wavey brown hair to my ass and eyes lips all done nails tanning lotion slil sun dress and 2 hrs later done they h3ko me outside and I figure how walk in heels as he pulls in and tell me she there for me an OK if was gay and had him tell her. He picks me up and we make it no where to he asks me undo and before said mine I'm laying down and ripping them off stroking his cock an he speeding moans hurry get there and asks me of ans will I suck his cock and him suck mine when get thwre them and takes me back Raise up kiss and kiss and make way fown and kiss and kiss and smacks my lips and open my eyes an his cock is tiping my lips and lick an kiss up down shift before taking it between my lips and girl takes over and we pull over and finally make out car and at house of famiky kinda that had been called gay so on and moved in with bf. Where kissing and making zout and playing in yard and on steps sitting not worried about anyone o suck an suck and swallow first load and he tells me stand one foot here and other 4 r 5 steps up head down close to step an hands on bottom raol and lube and lubes me and steps over an vefore asks I start suckin it soft till I feel it hard and pull off and he pushes an pushes until pops an in me and relax so eases up and runs hands around throat and pounds me and pounds me fucking my hard fast slow all for hr better. It had been a yr since my furst ever and today my birthday it was first time fuckijbtme and every thing feels ok great. So my birthday he fucks pounds an explodes over Ober in me and my mouth on that steps may 18 1993 and have read if he fucks an pounds right first time there's nothing better and no coming gback and he did. He fucked an pound3d me gay cock loving wanting suckin sissy fag. He was 2ns cousin an was 16 then took me inside and Bob ans his guy was watching and told an showed us everything.
Him ajd I stated dating girls later and for tike was 23 till present Dec 2021 had been with girls him more so casue he always did. He came by and his wife ansine went put and before door shut we was in bed room him getttin naked putting cross dressing porn on as I herk her mini skirt on slap straps on her heels an bra an wig and dummy omg his dick so huge tastes so good and we decided tell them are if came an not stop and as we hear them walking un and hear say where are they and listen here moans and door opens and they scream and tell rhtm and thay was feb21 and Dec 2021 now devioces final month ago ajd celebrate he had me breast implants nice d cup. And on Dec 12 we are getting married.
That's how started and my first time getting jack an sucked was a guy dn sucking dick and love it from start.
So there's my confession. My name was Shannon anywasy so kept it just as girl now. I Shannon _______ loves him and sucking his cock and swallowing as he explodes and shows me how good I am sucking I.