Good Enough For A Fuck Not Good Enough To Be His Wife

Respect. That's the word that I was looking for. Respect me.

But I had lost his respect. I had done what a respectable woman does not do. I had behaved in a manner no man wants his wife to behave, or sister or mother. And God forbid the mother of his children. Yes it's a double standard, a slut for the night cannot be the wife in the light.

I was a slut that afternoon. I got down on my knees to suck his cock, to look up into his eyes showing submission. I lost my pants and bent over his desk. He not only fucked me in the vagina, he fucked my ass and finished in my ass. Ha Ha, funny trying to wipe my ass in front of him with a tissue he gave me.

I thought he wanted a go go girl. Turns out he wants the Virgin Mary. Soft, pure, never been touched. In his eyes I'm a slut now, not worthy of respect, of being his wife, of being a mother of his children. All I'm good for is a fuck and a blowjob in his office, or I lose my job.