Begging To Come Back, Now A Sub

I cheated on my husband of 7 years. We were together two years prior to that and I let another man fuck me. It wasn't romantic, I just happened, and it happened over two months. Out of guilt I told my husband, it wasn't good and he tried to forgive and forget, but he couldn't and I didn't blame him. I moved in with the "other man" for 10 months during which time I was divorced. I went back to my husband to beg him to take me back as the other man didn't want me anymore, I found out he had 2 much younger girls that he was fucking too. I was the one dumb enough to cook, clean, do laundry and have sex in public places and do kinky things for him.

I showed up unannounced on my old front porch, when I was turned away I took off my coat and stood there totally naked, shaved, waxed and ready for anything. I got down on my knees and begged him to take me back to find a way for me to please him and only him. At his request I crawled on my hands and knees into the living room. I tried to undo his pants to suck him and let him blow in my mouth which I didn't do often for him but he rejected me. I stayed naked on the floor while we talked, I promised him anything. He warned me not to promise that which I couldn't do. I told him again; anything.

He told me to grow my pussy hair back in fully and come back in 6 weeks and he'd tell me first; IF he'd take me back, and second; just what I would have to consent to. He did warn me that my body would be his to do as he wished. Before I left I asked if I could go to the toilet to pee as I had to go really badly. His answer was no.

6 weeks later he accepted me back, again naked on the porch, crawling into the house. I am his total sub and I actually enjoy it. It's the best sex I've ever had, and he continuously points out that I am a cheating slut and a whore, calling me all kinds of names, telling me that until he feels differently I am just four holes for him to put his cock and cum. I wasn't sure about the 4th hole, but that ended up being my peehole. The first 20 minutes I had to lay down and he pooed a bit on my pussy hair. I kept it there for an hour and he came and relieved himself in my pussy. Then I could clean up. I knew that was just a test for me. What was not a test was all the anal sex. I'd never done it before until I came back.

I was out of our marriage for 10 months plus the two prior that I had sex with him. So once a week I get 12 whacks with his leather strap on my bare butt. He determines when and sits in a hard back chair and I go to the backroom, strip and come out naked for him and bend over his lap. If I fail to count them and tell him how I deserve it harder because I'm a cheating whore, the whacks start all over again. If I didn't cook correctly, or have laundry done on time, I go to the backroom and strip and come out for my 12 whacks.

I get anal sex a lot now, he puts his hand in my pussy, fucks my peehole now, I'm naked almost all the time in the house. I've done all kinds of things I never thought I'd do, and now he watched while 8 men took turns on me. Now I'm marked with a tattoo beneath my pussy hair just above my slit "cheaters c**t".

It sounds weird, but I actually love being the sub this way. I'm his and only his and will only accept whatever cocks, and yes even other womens pussy, that he organizes.

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