Too Much Of A Good Thing

The path of life has led me to where I am now. I am married, for that I am grateful, but not happily married. My husband is a control freak and a toxic male. To him females were put on earth for one thing, to have sex with and to bear his children (I have three). The places he has sex with me include the bathroom floor, in the garage, in a park in the moonlight, across the kitchen table, in front of our children, with another girl in the bed. Sex is always on his mind, if I don't let him he gets it anyway (the girl in our bed).

He has a high sex drive and can pickup a girl on a dime. He has had girls suck him off in public places, he has had girls bend over nightclub tables and fuck them. He likes to fuck girls in front of me. I don't care anymore, I don't care if she is in my bed, as long as she's pretty. I won't eat another girl, it's enough that I've had to kiss another girl.

He is a high earner working in high tech and he can well afford to keep me at home. It isn't because I can't work, I have an IT background as well, it's so I understand who is the man, and I'm home barefoot and pregnant washing his underpants. He came home two nights ago and promptly bent me over the kitchen sink and sunk his dick in me. Our four year old came out of her bedroom to find out what all the noise was about and I had to smile and tell her everything was all right, Daddy was showing Mommy how much he loves her.

I want to quit, go to a home for used women and live in peace. Not really, but do I have to have sex all the time? If he had a steady girl Friday I would accept that, he is too much for just me. As long as I can pick the girl.