While Seperated

My husband and I separated for most of a year after we had had 2 children. He really couldn’t handle responsibility of working, wife and children. My insurance paid for having my tubes tied. My husband still couldn’t cope and almost lived in a fear like personality. He finally abandoned us. I quess I was desperate and I had sex the next week with someone else. It was hard sex and I learned after different men my husband and I had a lot to learn about sex. I lost 30 pounds mainly sexexercise. My husband and in-laws would keep children every other weekend. I would have men over having sex all weekend. I had one lover whom like sucking breast milk which my breast still produced. My breast would be sore along with my other needing rest when he finished. I got accustomed to long hard sex sessions. My parents would babysit often. I had sex many times in dance club parking lots. I enjoyed men going down on me which my husband had never. To start orgasm then have the man come up and enter me was the ultimate. I would be the conservative mom when around my children, and braless and provocative when away from my children. I even had some 3 way sex with two men and woman. I liked the two men best. My husband confronted me and was disappointed that I was seeing other men. He hadn’t dated others. My husband started hanging out with us and did gain maturity. He was ready to move back in with us. I turned him down until after the weekend because I had a weekend plan at a guy friends hunting cabin. When we resumed our marriage it was obvious I had a lot of sex skills to teach my husband. I have been faithful since we are back together. I often see many men I have had sex with when we go shopping. I can say I had a few months of sexual freedom.