My Sub Life

I have never told anyone, and would never let my husband know. I was in a dom-sub relationship for 3 years. I lived with him, and was totally subservient to him. I did anything he wanted. I had sex with women, with him and women, with him and other men, with other men alone. He rented me out to men, women, couples or sometimes other doms for anwhere from a couple of hours to week or two weeks at a time. Before him, I had sex with two boys, a two time when I was 16, and a few months when I was 17. Then this man I'd do anything for.

He told me he wanted me pregnant, I loved the idea and wanted his baby. But it wasn't to be his. Off BC for a few months, I was actually trying to get pregnant by him. He arranged breeding parties for 4 days during my cycle. Multiple men, paying on a graduated scale in hopes of being the one to get me pregnant. I cried most of the time over those days but no one cared, they all were saying the most vile things to me.

I will never tell my son or my husband or anyone how I came to be a single mom, I'm so embarrassed to have given myself over so totally to a man, that I allowed him to put me through that. He finally ended it when I refused to get pregnant again. He said a couple would pay a lot of money if the man were allowed to cum in me and get me pregnant so they could have a baby. I refused him for the first time, and I was out.