Brain Bang

When I was in a recovery hospital after an explosion during military service, one of the other patients and I had to stay on the ward and on weekends with fewer staff. We would attempt to have sex, I say attempt as even with pharama help it was not always possible to get turned on by someone like her and medication didn't help. I did always get her off regardless as when I was able I needed her to be up for it. We both had speech and swearing problems and It was probably hilarious to see from a full view. I never told anyone this as She was married but he never visited and there was a good chance at that stage we could have forgotten about it next day. Nurses caught on and we were asked by officers to stop it but she was a colonel equivalent and I just didn't care. She did eventually end it as she was being moved to a different building and I was becoming too aggressive.

My psychologist at the time was concerned about my views on sex and that I was motivated by it too much. Due to medication and injury I had very little emotional response to things and enjoyed very little of what I used too and when I finally got sent home. I Would take train to see the woman from hospital after her husband divorced her and he had a relationship with another woman for a long time and did not believe anyone would sleep with her with her skull cut away with loose skin waiting on surgery. I Had no self confidence at all when I was at her flat I had some respite from things.