No Matter How I Want To Be, It Can't Ever Be, I Don't Have A Dick

Being female sucks. I admit I'm a fairly highly paid woman, early thirties, in a position of responsibility. I've never encountered discrimination. But I'm still female without a dick. Every girl I see that I want to fuck is all for naught. No dick. No matter how aggressive I get, fingering, fucking her with a rubber dick, suck her tits, none of it is fucking her. No, the man does the fucking, and the woman's the one that gets fucked. I learned that early at 16.

That man still fucks me, and he tells me what to do. And like a silly dog I bark and sit when he tells me to. One day I wish I could fuck a girl the way he fucks me. I can't and all I can do is make love to her as aggressively as I can, but without a dick that's all it is. She doesn't bark or sit when I tell her, but she does when he tells her to.