The Fuck Was I Thinking

Few years back I walked off.
Dropped out of society and literally walked off. Built a hobbit hole nice size living room kitchen bathroom. Even Han running hot water thanks to a nearby running water hot springs. Yes it was primitive as fuck and there not alot of ways to keep things good but I did better then most having a variety of plants and meat nuts beans I gained weight a little even I grew my own Marijuana and made wine.
Aspens being a good source yeast.
Either way and any way.
I came back after 5 years check up on friends and family.
Firstly knowing about covid and dealing with it are two different things. And the fuck is up with everyone attitudes and how there treating people.
I had my phone and could get signal 3,4th the way up a mountain so I got a covid alert and went up checked it out. I did send and get text watched January 7th at 9000ft
What the fuck was I thinking giving up prime wilderness for this shit