If you enjoy a strap-on you with love a real one. Dose your wife knows of your desires?? She might enjoy watching you don't know unless you talk with her. You could tell her it's just a fantasy dose not mean it should happen to feel her out.
Guaranteed, your wife knows you want dick bad enough to ask yourself if you're bi.. Maybe you're gay? And you're finally coming to realize that you wanted to fuck men and get fucked by men your whole life? Obviously if you let her fuck you everyday with a strap-on, there more than just trying something new there. Idk. Just my opinion. Either way you need to figure that all out and be straight with your wife. She can't be the man you so desperately yearn for in your asshole, and believe me, that kinda thing can really mess up a person's head and destroy them anf their ability to trust, especially when they really love you and catch all these throws you make into left field, like finding out you're cheating on her with another man. Even if you're not actually having sex or hooking up to meet, there's more then one way to cheat a person, like attempting to look for a potential lover behind their back... Just saying.
And if you are just hi curious, include her and be open with her and if she's accepts it.. She's definitely a keeper and deserves some of that new dick, she may let you have.... Dont be greedy
