A Sub-dom Fantasy That Happened For Real

I was 21, grew up in a small town in the south part of Germany, where nothing much happened and where time passes by more slowly. Already at young age I knew I felt more attracted to boys then girls but it was also at a time you got bullied for such a thing, so I tried to keep it hidden. When I got 18 I did finally tell my parents and family, but besides some sexual encounters with mostly things I did on cam like manroulette or on skype I never really had sex before. At first I was just mostly watching others, but I enjoyed it when older guys asked me to do things for them on cam. Take off my clothes, strip naked, do push-ups, wank my cock so they could watch and stroke. I enjoyed that feeling and thought, and I guess that was the submissive side of me wanting to get explored. I liked the feeling of serving on came, fantasised about such things and looked for such things in porn. In search for a relationship, I had a few but they didn't last long. I mostly fell for the bisexual or closeted types, and so I used Grindr for occasionally some fun, but seldom I did end up meeting anyone as some type of fear held me back. Usually the idea or thought of doing it was inciting enough, and doing some stuff on webcam for some random guy was still a nicer experience untill I went to university.

It was the first time I really left that small town (and smaller mindset) and was not well adapted to living in Berlin where my university was. I am sociable but am also somewhat introverted. I was a very good student, always getting high grades which I was envied for by my friends, mostly female. I rarely went out to nightclubs, not really my type of thing. But spending so much time on study, forcing yourself to concentrate for so long on reading, writing,.. it gave me intermezzos of feeling horny and wanting to get off. But using Grindr in a city had so much more men around than in my village where there were mostly only older man and always the same people each day. Living in the city was different, and opened up a lot more opportunities. I still had that fantasy on occasion about serving as a sub to a dominant guy, and on Grindr there was a guy with no profile picture that mentioned something with the line 'dominant master' triggered my interest. So we started chatting, not straight away exchanging pictures even though I was curious to how I he looked. I was 20 at that time and just broke up with my boyfriend who I had been with for 1 year. It broke off because he couldn't come out of the closet and decided he would try it with a girl instead. So that affected my feeling and thoughts about chatting with this 'dominant master'.

He was 47 and I 20, and in our conversation was grooming me as his submissive which I enjoyed but at first nothing else happened. Only he had seen my pictures but nothing ever from him. That went on for a few weeks, we occasionally chatted and he would ask if we could meet up. On a very rainy day, and only boring classes to attend to, and feeling horny, I decided to go in on that feeling to meet up with him. So he gave me his phone number, address and instructions on what I was expected to do. The appartment he lived in was a few kilometers away from my university, so I had to take the metro and a bus to go to the suburban area of Berlin in the west to where he lived. His instructions were clear: in the lobby of the appartment building I was to call at his doornumber, he would not say anything but simply unlock the door. It was a very fancy looking appartment, and very secure. When I heard the thick glass door unlock from its hinges, I stepped through that marble-plated corridor to get to the elevator. In his corridor, feeling excited but also a bit scared and anxious, I looked at the numbers of the door to find his place. The door was open. The rest of the instruction was to come in, close the doors, undress myself down to my underwear and then sit and wait on my knees before first putting a blindfold on. When I got in and closed the door, I did all that and waited.

The waiting felt long, and only added to the excitement but also anxiety. I didn't know how he looked or what would happen, so my fantasy was running wild until I heard footsteps. I heard him approaching towards me, and I saw his black shoes and blue jeans from below the cover. I deliberately put it so I was still able to look down and see even though concealed. It felt like he was taxating me, huffing with his breath that it pleased him what he saw. I heard the rinkling sound of metal and then I felt a collar being put around my neck. By a leech I was made to crawl next to him like a dog to his living room. I was made to climb on top of the spacious ottoman chair, and to sit on all fours. Then he took down my underwear, and commented on how small my penis was and that it should get locked up. He took out a cage and locked it around my cock and balls. Then he took a black plug which he lubricated which he pressured into my ass. It was a conic plug ending with a handle. The small part went easy but taking in the larger part at the end was difficult. I moaned and leaked precum as I felt that building pressure around my hole. I had not taken something in so thick before. He did it slowly and only light pressure, like it felt he was enjoying it.

When it got fully in, he left it inside me and came up in front of me and unzipped his pants exposing his cock and balls. It was a medium-sized but older looking penis which had beads of precum on it. The taste was a bit raunchy, but I eagerly felt like I wanted to please him from all the excitement. I sucked and licked his balls, even his hairy asscrack when he spread open his cheeks and pushed his hole against my lips. He cummed in my mouth and I swalled it. Then he took the blindfold off, which was the first time I could really see him. He was a bald guy, only a few cm smaller in size then me. His appartment looked really neat with expensive furniture. While he was clothed, he led me naked towards his work room which was a spacious place with a nice desk and tall bookcases. He told me he had some work left to do, before we could continue to play. I was to sit under his desk while he sat down in it to work on his laptop. He told me to keep playing with his cock with my mouth untill he said otherwise.

It was no longer erect now but limb as he had already cummed in the living room. So it was easy to take it in my mouth and start playing with it, sucking on the head, swishing my tongue around it and sucking. I did it for about 10 minutes, hearing only clicking with blue light of the monitor shining on him. I felt his cock stiffening and growing in my mouth untill it was again fully erect but my cheeks were tired from playing with his cock that I stopped. He said I needed to continue, but I said I couldn't anymore. He thought it was then need for some punishment, and told me that he would take me down to his garage to lay there in waiting for him to come and then please him again. But that thought started to scare me even though also enticing. So I told him I really didn't want to do that, and he respected it. Instead, he told me to put on the Speedo slip he gave me while he did the same wearing boxers. I asked if the plug should first be taken out, and he said no to leave it in. We went into that hallway while wearing our clothes again, took down the elevator to the basement where to my surprise there was a swimming pool, fitness and sauna. There was nobody else in the swimming pool, so we started doing laps while I had that plug in me. I had to take as many laps as he did. It was difficult with that plug but I managed. He had a strong looking body, and from respecting my decision I felt somewhat clingy towards him. So we had some enjoyable cuddling in that pool, a really strange ambience it was compared to the previous experience.

But then we got out of that swimming pool, into the changing room and sauna area. It was around 80 C in that sauna, and it really mellowed me out but was very enjoyable. At some point he told me to lay down on the bench, spread my legs and stay silent. It was accessible to other residents so there could always be someone coming in but that didn't happen. He began playing with that plug, playing with my hole which was sweaty from the heat in that sauna. He plopped it in and out of my hole which was making a sloppish sound. The thought of which that my hole was gaping really excited me again in that submissive mood. He then started to fuck me which went smooth from the gape the plug left and the sweat and moist from the sauna. From the mellowed out submissive feeling, I felt like I was in extasy. I wanted to feel him inside and have his seed in me. Right before he was about to cum, he ordered me to reposition myself, lying on my back curved against the wall with my ass cheeks spread holding up my legs. He then spit in his hand and in my open asshole when he started to jack off slowly with his head aiming at my hole. Then he started cumming, shooting it in my open asshole before fucking the leftovers at the edge inside me. From all this excitement I already came with the cum leaking from that cockcage. He scooped up the cum and started rubbing it inside my hole. Using 3 fingers, then adding another one, before he started pushing his fist against me but then I felt myself getting nauseous from the heat mostly and like I was about to pass out. So we got out, and he told me to get a really cold shower as it would help. I did and it was as he said getting me out of that nauseous feeling.

After that we just went to sleep, cuddled, and was the end of a very strange but real experience. We did meet up one more time, but after that life caught up on me and after that 2nd visit we never saw each other again. I'm a fairly normal looking guy and never did anything like that again being 27 now. But I should say it was one of the most exciting things I have ever experienced.

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