Straight Male / 23
I Recorded Myself Jacking Off And, Oh My God, It Was Fucking Horrible
I'm here with one more confession and this one is somehow related to the one about me loving to try different kinds of pleasure (confession number # 54143, from October 8). Someone made a similar confession and she gave me this idea, so... I'm here with this one.
It all started last year, around august, because before that, i've stayed 101 days without fapping. 2021 was a difficult year for me, related to pornography, after these 101 days. I couldn't stop more than 3 days, except for september because of that nofapseptember bullshit. So, in 365 days, I've passed 131 with no jacking off. But in the days I did, I changed my desires.
I was jacking off one night and after I finished, I got me looking on the internet for different ways of giving my pleasure in the masturbation without using female clothes or putting things inside my ass, so I saw new ways of masturbate and I saw different stimulations, like recording yourself while doing it. And then, days later, I tried. I put my phone to record me, but... when I saw that, I've felt disgusted not because of my body, but because... I couldn't see me there. I only saw something not human. It was horrible. I've tried doing it again, but everytime I was disgusted. So I gave up doing that.
I like masturbate, the feeling is so amazing, I love cumming, but I definitely don't want to see myself doing that.
Did you guys do it before?
It all started last year, around august, because before that, i've stayed 101 days without fapping. 2021 was a difficult year for me, related to pornography, after these 101 days. I couldn't stop more than 3 days, except for september because of that nofapseptember bullshit. So, in 365 days, I've passed 131 with no jacking off. But in the days I did, I changed my desires.
I was jacking off one night and after I finished, I got me looking on the internet for different ways of giving my pleasure in the masturbation without using female clothes or putting things inside my ass, so I saw new ways of masturbate and I saw different stimulations, like recording yourself while doing it. And then, days later, I tried. I put my phone to record me, but... when I saw that, I've felt disgusted not because of my body, but because... I couldn't see me there. I only saw something not human. It was horrible. I've tried doing it again, but everytime I was disgusted. So I gave up doing that.
I like masturbate, the feeling is so amazing, I love cumming, but I definitely don't want to see myself doing that.
Did you guys do it before?
# 55844 - by
HornyMotherfucker / January 3, 2022
