New Years Friend Visiting

I work nights and sleep on our living room couch a lot because I am home during the day when my boyfriend is at work. I get to watch tv, sleep, and eat at my convenience on the couch. Because we don't sleep together it is common for him to wake me up on the couch for hot sex and I do the same to him in our bedroom because our schedules do not always match. Sex is often for the other person so that means I may not want sex when I am woken, but I'll do whatever he wants until he or we can finish.

On new years we had a male friend over and we went out then went back to our house. We continued drinking and doing shots and I got really drunk. I passed out on the couch and the guys kept drinking.

I remember being woke up by my husband asking me something but I could not tell what it was. Out of habit I pulled him down and started making out with him and reached between his legs. As we passionately kissed he pushed me around and pulled off my pants and he went aggressively for a while from my behind, then pulled out and finished on my face. He usually does not do that without asking but I was still drunk and was a little out of it. I then covered up and went back to sleep.

When I woke up I had crusty hair from the night before and went and cleaned up.

My boyfriend and his friend had left but came back home and brought lunch. As we talked about the night before I heard that his friend stayed in the spare room but was cold since he did not have any blankets... That is when I realized that our friend had tried to wake me up and ask for a blankets... that was before I started making out with him and giving him something much more than a blanket.