I Don't Know My Body Count

I am 24 and I honestly don't know my body count. I lost track and I don't even know the zip code it would land in.

I escorted my way through school because it was the only way I could afford it. My family are immergrants and we barely get by as it is.
I told my parents I had scholarships because I was ashamed to tell them how I afforded it.

I started out on a sugarbaby kind of site because they are a little more like dating with pay but it was a lot of married guys who eventually low ball you. I eventually moved to an actual escort agency and then independent escorting once I had the business model down.

Some place along the line I literally lost count. I mean a guy or more a night, multiple guys over the weekend, doing it near full time in the summer. It just creeps up and sex is not thought as people but dollars and bills paid. Plus you get repeats and even see guy who remember fucking you before but they are just a blank face to you. I remember in the second summer in the escort agency I stopped thinking of it as how many guys did me and saw it as what was tonight's take home cut?

Hey, I am not whinning. I could give perfect head in my sleep some guy will get lucky and marry me.