A Man's Wife For 50 Years And A Girlfriend For 50 Years.

My name is MJ. A boy came to our school when I was in the 8th grade. He was a nerd and one of my friends thought it was a good joke to push me on him. We went on a school field trip and they made me sit with him, eat with him when we stopped to eat at the park, I had to walk with him and they made me hold his hand. It was so embarrassing but I couldn't do anything about it. I was pushed to kiss him on the cheek.

A couple of days later he rode his bike to my house. My parents weren't home and I had rules, no one could be over when I was alone. But he came in and I knew things were getting real out of control when I was on the floor and he had pulled my pants off and was eating me on the carpet (my first time for any of this). He pulled himself on top of me and I wasn't a virgin anymore and I was on the way to being pregnant.

My parents hate him for it, and he was a Catholic which made it worse. But either way I had to get married, my mother wore a black mourning dress. I had to drop out of my school and go to the school for girls in trouble. I skipped school after the baby was born because I had to breastfeed and take care of the baby and help my mother with all the housework, now that I was a woman.

He got a part time job after school but of course our parents supported us. I suppose I should have been more careful but I stopped taking the birth control because it made me feel sick. I got pregnant again and the whole skip school thing happened again. I didn't get a high school degree until I was 19, with two kids and married.

He liked having sex, and since he was married he could have sex whenever he wanted to. And since I was his wife I had to let him. Only later did I really put two and two together that I really didn't like sex. As a matter of fact it was because he had sex with me that I started to get feelings for one of my girlfriends. It turned out that she was attracted to me and we ended up playing around. I felt bad about it but did it anyway. I knew I was cheating but since it wasn't a boy I dismissed it. He also cheated with a girl from the store where he worked. Teens have no business being married and having children.

We had no choice, we stayed married and he got a certification in electronics and worked for a communications company and I was the good old housewife with a girlfriend. I was never able to break my attraction to my girlfriend and neither could she. My husband figured it out eventually but he didn't stop it. Just be careful, that's all he told me.

I'm still married, we had our fiftieth anniversary. My girlfriend is still with me and he tells me it's ok, as long as I'm careful. I only know of that one time with that girl at the store, but I am pretty sure he has had other women. It doesn't bother me, if he can have a woman who wants to have sex with him it's a lot better than me, a lifetime of obligation sex. A lifetime, he never stopped having sex with me, whether it was duty sex or obligation sex he got the sex. We are way passed the age to have sex, in our sixties and he still wants it from me. I never understood that. Him knowing that I have sex with my girlfriend and he just tells me to go ahead but be careful. I learned along the way that he didn't want me to get hurt by her and that's what he meant when he told me to be careful.

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by Anonymous on Jan 5, 2022 at 1:14 AM

I think deep down he loves you after all he and you are still together, a lot of couples go through the same thing sex becomes a chore, but hey you have a girlfriend who I assume you love, just be thankful you found happiness with her, as for the sex with husband, did you ever discuss it with him?.
Regards Jim

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