Now I Don't Know What To Do.

Yeah you would not think this still happens these days with #metoo movements and sexual harassment being such a huge deal but it does. Last year I gave head to my college Chemistry teacher to get the grade I needed. It was not my finest hour but it was my second time taking the class and I was failing again. If I couldn't get organic chem in my community college I knew i'd not get into my four year pick so i did what I had too at the time. And now I don't know what to do because he is hitting on me and pursuing more and i am paranoid when other male teachers check me out if they know or will hit on me.

I have one more semester (if i pass everything) before I get into my 4 year pick. I feel naked walking the halls wondering who knows. I was a shamed as soon as i did it but i put it out of my head and moved on until just before the thanksgiving this year he started hitting on me when he saw me alone and would say stuff like, "I have missed having your come by my office," or "I'll have a lot of free time on the break do you like to travel?" ugh.

I don't like him. He is not attractive at all. He is past middle age, not in shape, and not even interesting as a person to me. It was consensual and I knew what i was doing, I hinted at it, i set it up to happen, because I was failing again and desperate but I don't know why; but I just didn't think it'd happen. It did happen but I only did it for the grade.

It's started with me booking his office hours to talk about failing a second time. I then sent him an email asking if we could reschedule. I keep asking for a later appointments then normal office hours but he was no catching on. I was about to give up when I noticed on the last email he replied from a personal email address not the schools I did the same, and we were still very coded and careful because it was in print but i knew he understood the offer.

It was already covid so people did not hang around school after hours, we were on reduced students and staff protocols and this was into the evening. The place was dead. When I got to the office it was gross because the dude had fucking track pants on (something he'd never wear to school) so that he could get serviced with ease. It made me feel so cheap and dirty. I was not turned on but i knew what I had to do and I'd never get another chance like this. I have a boy friend who would dump me in a second for this so I felt so guilty too. Plus I am second generation hispanic and my parents are so conservative they kill me if they knew but then again, they also kill me for failing twice. Sigh.

Of course, the ass he is, he made it awkward by not knowing what to say and just standing there with a boner growing in his tracks like a dork. I doubt he had don't this before either he was so awkward, still, he could have broke the ice some how. I am average hispanic, not a hottie, not "uggie" at all, cute, long hair, not fat but very curvy with nice round breasts which his eyes were fixated on making me feel like meat of something.

It was ridiculous. I couldn't just stand there in front of me teacher who was gawking me up with a full boner raging in his track pants making small talk, so I had to fucking lead it.

"I'll take care of you if you take care of me. No touching below the waist." Ugh... now I really felt like a ho brokering a john like in the movies.

"Nothing below the waist? Ok, I can pass you but not with a grade that will impress your next school."
"Nothing below the waist" I repeated firmly, "You know i have a boyfriend. It's not happening!" I was so firm, I left no question.
I undid my top exposing my braless tits he'd been oogling and I thought he was going to lunge at me he was so horny. The pig he is, he actually started touching himself upon seeing them bare.
"ok", he barked back, "but you swallow. For the A."
I eased him to his office chair, slipped my top fully off, looked up at him half naked, with the cutest little vixen with the best sexy eyes I could muster for a creep like this, and said,"I let you cum in my mouth for the A, but i spit," as i slid his trash pale to my side for easy spitting. He nodded, i pulled his wanker out, which was much nicer then him, and started blowing him for all I had. I wanted it over fast.

But fuck, it was not over fast. He did not cum easy at all, and I know how to suck a cock like no ones business. The dude, held it in. Meanwhile he was groping the hell out of my tits, pulling on my nipples too hard to be sexy, saying obscene sexist things about my womanhood, and racists thing about how good Latina bitches were, while I sucked cock like my life depended on it and kinda of honestly thinking the names he was calling me pretty much summed up what I was doing on his floor.

The bastard has clearly beat off before the the encounter, maybe several times, knowing he'd only get me once and wanting it to last. He starting moving his hands from my tits to feeling my ass and trying to rub between my legs.

I stop blowing. Looked up and said firmly, "Nothing below the waist or I stop."
He nodded agreement but when I went back to blowing the bastard started pushing on the back on my head hard while thrusting into my throat with this hips and at the same fucking time. He was a nice size, but i have deep throated larger, I could give him what he wanted and finish this if he'd fucking stop gagging me before I vomited and it was over for us both.


I just wanted it over so bad. I felt so objectified and dirty and he seemed to think this was normal in sex. It was gross and I knew if i did not end this soon i might snap and loose the grade I needed. I stood up in frustration, backed a could feet away, dropped my jeans, told him not for move, pulled my panties to the side, not off, showing him a clear view of my Latina pussy then i guided him to the floor and positioned him in a 69 position.
What happend next was over fast. He was finger me hard and excessively and I started getting me wet. If he hadn't been so selfish and ate me at the same time as his excessive fingering i might have even cummed. But instead I faked it while sucking him like a vacuum. The fake orgasm did the job and he popped fast in my mouth, i spat in the pale, and was up getting dressed almost before he realized I spat his goo.


Afterwards, he thought he was a rockstar because I faked an O with him and he was sure it was real. Now suddenly he knew how to chitchat as we both got dressed. He went on and on about how hard i cummed for him, and kept asking if i needed more science classes. I felt so gross but didn't want to blow it now. I chitchatted, thanked him for the orgasm, telling him i was not expecting that treat, and told him I had to go some my boy friend would get suspicious and come to the school to find me. I leaned in and gave him a real full frontal hug and a on the lips real kiss that was just enough to make him think of how kind I was at grading time. Then I said, "I'll I am saying is you wife is a very lucky woman, this secret stays here," and I was out.

It was awkward but ok after. The A did show up as promised. I could he emailed me once, saying thank you, but was not stup!d enough to say anything in print, even in private email. I just did not reply. Everything was normal until now. The closer I get to transfer out to the 4 year. the more creepy he gets. I am avoiding him all I can. He needs the secret more than I do. There is no way in hell I am fucking him to keep this quiet if that what he thinks.


Am I being paranoid?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 5, 2022 at 11:56 AM

I'm from a different era, before 'Me Too'. I recall that it was a running joke that organic chem created more student-whores than any other class on campus. And it wasn't just professors. If you had the answer key for organic chem lab, it was a like having magic powers. Coeds would drop to their knees and suck with a smile. For retroactive help with reports, you could find a fair number to visit for late night 'tutoring'. You know, the kind where they bend over a desk and get told to name the bastard after their boyfriend...

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 5, 2022 at 12:39 PM

If I wasn't feeling bad enough about myself already, I am now. I am just another organic chem ho.
I know you're right. I can't refute that. I was though hoping for advise?
Maria

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 5, 2022 at 2:51 PM

You did what you had to to pass the class, and to get an A. People have done a lot more for a lot less :). But you should be fine. Don't engage with him. He needs you to be quite more than you need him to be quite. He has more to lose.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 5, 2022 at 3:10 PM

Keep going and don’t look back. Unless you’re secretly turned on. Are you?

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 5, 2022 at 5:44 PM

I was a teacher for 30 years , first in high school and then in college.. I can't begin to tell you how much young pussy I got doing "tutoring" after hours. They were burning thru Mom and Dad's money and couldn't flunk out and go back home. They would gladly give it up in order to get a good grade. I had several that cleaned my apartment AND fucked me to make grades.

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by Anonymous on Jan 6, 2022 at 9:41 AM

Yup. I graduated from a community College 2 years ago. I definitely did "favors" for a couple teachers and the exact reasons people are saying in the comments.
I'll take it to my grave but it was what I had to do. It also was not fun for me but no one forced me. I knew what I was doing and weighed my opinions and ended on my knees.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Jan 7, 2022 at 2:42 AM

Let me be yet another college girl admitting it still happens, I did it. And I know at least on other girl who did it with the same teacher, she was who told me he'd help me pass if I did something for him.

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