Peeping Tom On My Sister

Okay I am not too proud on this one but I will want to confess or at least share. I hope this will be acceptable here.

I was a very shy boy growing up, very introvert, did not like to play outside. As an early teenager with hormones raging through my body I often felt confused. The internet was non existent back then and porn was not really available. Lingerie models from brochures were as good as it ever got.

I have a sister who was 3 years younger and when I was 14 (and she was 11), out of the blue I decided I would try to peep through the keyhole of her bedroom after her taking a shower. I was waiting in my room until I heard the shower go off. I know she would usually walk to her bedroom with a big towel covering her body. I felt nervous and it felt a bit wrong what I was about to do. I still decided I would try to do it.

After I heard her bedroom door close, I quietly opened my bedroom and I kneeled down in front of the keyhole of her room. She still had her towel on and was looking for clothes. Suddenly she threw her towel off and I saw her little butt from behind. My heart beat very very fast and when she turned around with some clothes in her hands I was very surprised she already had some pubic hair on her little slit. I was in shock, so surprised! Her little boobs also looked amazing with pretty decent size nipples.

I was HOOKED! Over the roughly 5 years after that first encounter I peeped on her through the keyhole almost every chance I had. I saw her develop. Her pubic hair began to grow more and more just like her boobs and hips. She had beautuful boobs. It was amazing to view. I think I peeped on her until she was about 16. When she was a bit over 14 or close to 15 she began to trim or cut her pubic hair in front of the mirror in her bedroom. She was dating a guy then, so maybe that was why. But her trimming her teenage pussy was mesmerizing to see. I never saw her masturbate but I did see her "feeling her pussy" a few times. Her bed was in the other side of the room so I never got to see her "in bed", so to speak. But all of this turned me on very much.

I love and respect my sister but I know this is kinda wrong. I am sure more guys my age peeped at their sister. Out of respect for my sister I did not jerk off or had dirty thoughts of her until she was a bit over 13. Then I could not hold it anymore and began to jerk off back in my bedroom. I never jerked off while watching her, only after watching her. Seeing her teenage fuckbox and beautiful boobs was amazing to see! Well, it was not a fuckbox back then as she was a virgin but you know what I mean.