Asking My Brother About Blowjobs

I am very reluctant to confess this one as not even my husband knows about this, as it is a little secret between me and my brother. I know there is a risk that I will get called out with commenters saying "bullshit" but I am willing to take that risk. You may comment any way you like.

This is a follow up on the one:
My relucantant first handjob
55754 - by Ingrid77 December 30, 2021

After that vacation in Switzerland, me being still 13 years I got more and more curious about boys. Also back in the Netherlands I made easily contact with boys and I french kissed a whole lot of them. In hindsight I maybe got a bit too many boys to experiment with but that was the way it was. I did give handjobs to 3 maybe 4 guys after that vacation until it was summer again and I turned 14. With a girlfriend of mine I talked about blowjobs but neither of us had the gutts to ever try that. The idea grossed the both of us out but we were curious. We both talked about how that would go or how we should move our mouths or heads. We did see it in sex magazines but we never really saw the act in videos or so, as there was no internet.

On a warm summer night I came back home from my girlfriend and I heard my brother was in the shower. After he came out and went to his bedroom I knocked on his door and he said "give me a minute", so I came in once he was mostly dressed. We were closer than before and we easily talked about love, boyfriends and girlfriends. And he knew I gave handjobs before. I asked him if he ever had a blowjob and he replied with "I wish!" and he asked me if I ever gave one and I replied with no, that I did not dare.

I told him that I did not know how so he suggested I can suck on my fingers to try. Honestly I was worried that I would not impress a boy if I would not know how to do it. So, I admitted to him that I was worried about that. And he said "oh well, just find a boy who you don't have to impress". My heart beat very fast and I decided to say it "How about if I try it with you then? you just showered so you are clean". It was quiet for a minute and he said "I don't think this is smart for brother and sister." I kinda agreed with him.

A few more weeks went by and I did not gave it much more thought. Then it was him who reached out to me and nervously asked if the offer was still on the table. Haha, oh my God, first he was playing hard to get and now he wants to give it a try? I got nervous again but I nodded that I would like to try. It was a weekday and my parents were outside having drinks with neighbours but my brother and me were in the house. After a shower he came to my bedroom where I was waiting. He said "I am not sure, I dont want our good contact to get worse" and I reassured him this would not affect anything.

He removed his towel and I saw my brother's already erect penis! So he nervously asked "where should I be?" and I told him to lay down on my bed. I did not know how to start and the thought of having it in my mouth now kinda freaked me out. I kneeled down in front of my bed and i looked at his penis from up close. I took it in my hand, pulled the foreskin up and forth but this was not about a handjob, this was more. I super nervously took the tip of his penis in my mouth and I moved my head back and forth. He moaned a little so I assumed it was not that bad what I was doing.

I licked the tip some more and tried to get a hang of the mouth-over-penis movement. It was a bit weird but the taste of penis was not horrible. It is just skin I guess. I did some slurping and I just went kinda wild, having no idea how it was. But just a bit later my brother said "ok, this is awesome but you really have to stop now". Oh wow, I did not expect that as that meant he was about to cum! Freaking out a bit I immediately took it out of my mouth as I did not want to have cum at all. He was breathing heavily with a super hard penis, all wet. He said "Thank you, that was awesome. I will now finish in my bedroom".

And I let him leave. To this day I still regret that I did not have the gutts back then to let him cum, with a handjob to finish it, to the very least. But making my brother cum was a bit too much I think. He complimented me years later that I really did great that day. That was the only thing that ever happened between me and my brother sexually. To this day we still have great contact and nothing is weird between us.