You could always break into the Lion or Tiger's enclosure at the zoo and try your sexual fetish out on them? If you want to do away with yourself, you could, as they say, kill two birds with one stone? I hope this helps; hugs x
Why do you hate it if you love it? Just let yourself enjoy it, it'll be ok.
Try furry cosplay as an alternative ?
its not funny i know the hurt this person feels . sex or lack of sexual connection and never having it can wreck a life. just masturbate through it all
I run a pet rescue, can I take the animals off your hands, if will help with your withdrawal! ? GrannyDD.
I see that you are a guy. Are you fucking or getting fucked? What species are you playing with? Are the animals resistant during the act or are they enthusiastic participants, rutting your rear hole?
