I Just Came In My Panties Thinking About Selling Them

Just to put this into context, I guess I'm pretty uptight when it comes to verbalizing anything of a sexual nature. I am very much into sex (or used to be, anyway, before the meds I'm taking stifled my libido to about 10 %), but in a very vanilla kind of way, and I never talk about it much, so putting this into words is hard and might not do justice to the way it made me feel. Bear with me!

So, a couple of hours ago I happened upon a blog post that mentioned a girl who was selling her used panties online. It was just a side notion and I'd heard of the concept before, obviously, and never given it much thought, but reading this today something just clicked. Fantasies started playing in my head out of nowhere. I started fingering myself over the thong I was (still am) wearing and wondering if seeing the wet patch on there would get a guy so hot he'd actually buy it off me. Next thing I know I'm sitting there vigorously masturbating and cumming so goddamn hard after just a couple of minutes imagining some dude smelling my underwear and rubbing himself against them and getting so helplessly excited he cums right into them, way before he actually planned to.

It was incredibly intense and reminded me of the time before I got on my medication. I was always filled with sexual energy then, whereas nowadays I'm not usually this easily aroused. I'd love to go right ahead and post the pair I just came in online on some website for sale. Just the thought of it gets me going again. I can't remember the last time I've been this horny!

Not sure I have the guts to go through with it though. I've never done or even considered anything like it. Also, if my boyfriend were to find out... I'd be toast.