Came To Terms With Being A Cuck A Long Time Ago

I knew the type of girl Amber was when I married her right out of high school. She was the school slut (one of them anyway) but she was still hung up on the guy who took her cherry. He was a long haul trucker who graduated a few years before. He was gone a lot, so she married me after I kept asking her. She admitted she would have married him if he asked, but he made it plain he'd never marry her.

Not long after we married, she started getting strange phone calls. After one of the calls, she said she was going shopping for things she'd forgot to get last time. I followed her in my car, and sure enough, she goes to the edge of town, right to the trucker's house. His big rig was parked in his yard. My wife has an hourglass figure but she's only 5'2''. The tall, muscle bound trucker was standing on his deck, and she ran right up to him and jumped up and wrapped her legs around his waist. They kiss, and he holds her like that as he walks into his house. That should have made me want to m****r them both, but I was horny as hell just thinking about my wife getting plowed. I knew for sure then I was a cuckold.

When Amber got home several hours later she had most of the things she said she was shopping for. She said she'd stopped at a friend's house and I acted like I believed her.
She got calls like that every few weeks and it didn't take long to figure that the trucker was calling my wife every time he was home from the road. She always had some excuse to leave.

One time it was close to dark and I followed her. His house was isolated, and they had sex outside on his deck. I was shocked when she didn't make him use a condom. She always made me use at least one, sometimes two, and she used spermicide on top of that. She said she wasn't ready for kids, and she couldn't take the pill because of side effects, and IUDs gave her infections.

He shoved his cock in her pussy and started pounding her from behind, and it was sexy as hell to see her little body lurch everytime he thrusted. He slapped her ass and pulled her blonde hair, which she always hated if I tried it. She moaned and as she was yelling, "I'm coming", he put his hand over her mouth. That's the first time I'd ever seen her have an orgasm. He nutted in her hard, and afterward they just lay together on the deck. She didn't seem to care about all the live sperm inside her.

One day she sat me down and told me she was pregnant. She said she didn't know how it could have happened with all the protection we were using, but she hoped I'd be happy about it. I told her, "Amber, I know the baby isn't mine. It's your old trucker friend's. I've followed you out to his house a dozen times."

She started crying and said she was so sorry. She begged me not to divorce her and said she'd get an abortion if I wanted. I told her to calm down. I said I'd raise the baby. It's not like I didn't know who I married. She whimpered, "You mean you still love me?" I said, yes, I do, god help me.

One day before my wife's pregnancy started to show the trucker called again. I heard her say, "No, no, that was the last time." She was startled when I came up and motioned for her to mute the phone. I said something like, "It's ok, go ahead Amber, why stop now? What more can happen? You might as well enjoy yourself." Amber had to think fast because he was waiting on the line. She unmuted the phone and said, "I'll be right there." She told me not to ever throw it up in her face, because I'm the one allowing her to do it. I agreed.

She saw him regularly after that without trying to hide it from me. But things were better for me too in a way. I got to have sex with her without condoms or spermicide, and I coaxed her to tell me some of the details of her trysts, which spiced things up.

After a few months, the trucker stopped calling and she never heard from him again. Maybe it was because he didn't find her as attractive when she started showing, or her pregnancy spooked him, I don't know. She tried to get in touch with him but he wouldn't take her calls or answer his door. She didn't seem too surprised. A few years later she broke down when she saw his obit in the paper. He'd been killed on the road in an accident.

Not long after her due date she went into labor. The doctor had said she'd probably need a cesarian, but the baby's head was almost out when I got her to the hospital. She gave birth naturally to a healthy boy, but it really tore her pussy up. She had to have a lot of stitches and she was never quite as tight as before.

That trucker might be dead, but he's immortal in a way. Our fifteen year old son looks like his younger twin. And what he did indirectly prevented me from being a bio father. Amber loves her son, but she said she'd never, ever have another baby because of what she went through. I finally had a vasectomy just to have unprotected sex with her again.

Amber later met a couple of guys (bulls) online with my encouragement and approval, but about 8 years ago she got involved with the church and we've lived a pretty vanilla life since then. I know she still a volcano underneath though, and someday she'll erupt again.

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by Anonymous on Jan 16, 2022 at 7:12 AM

I feel so sad for you Ryan. Although you might have let her and you keep saying you allowed her but it seems like you’re trying to convince the readers and yourself that it’s your fault for marrying a slut. Oh man you deserve better.

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by Anonymous on Jan 16, 2022 at 7:24 PM

Don't be sad for him. He wouldn't thank you for it. You can bet he's absoulutely aware of what it takes to satisfy him, and he's found it.

I've noticed cuckolding (and female dominance) is one of the few kinks on this board that people just don't take to. Some posts dealing with underage participants rate better. Interesting, that.

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Anonymous

by Anonymous on Feb 2, 2022 at 12:40 PM

You took responsibility and raised the child. There's something to be said for that.

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