I Live My Sexual Life Inside My Mind

These days i have high sexual desire. When i go to sleep i masturbate, if i wake up in the middle of the night i masturbate and when i wake up in the morning i masturbate. My vagina is usually wet and some stories here makes me really wet and horny and i masturbate after reading them thinking i'm in their positions.

These days i also post my confessions here because i like to share my fantasies with anonymous people. I enjoy when anonymous people call me disgusting and pervert when i tell them that little boys makes me wet. I enjoy when anonymous people call me dirty and slut when i tell them my fantasies.

Even though i'm not a slut or a pervert. I'm modest and still a virgin.

In my real life i don't get close to boys or men. When someone meet me for the first time they might think i am too shy and innocent and the thought that they have no idea of how pervert and slut i am on the inside makes me flattered.

My friends know because they know me for 16 years but i don't think they know details exactly.

I said i write a story about a woman my age that have sexual derise for a little boy and touch him in his sleep and i enjoy thinking that woman it's me.

I love to fantasize myself as a pure innocent teenager who got r**ed and fucked by some dominant bullies who taken away her innocence and make her the biggest slut who wants to get fucked everyday, all day, and she doesn't care whose cock it's going to fuck her.

I love to fantasize myself as a little girl who get fucked and enjoy sex with p**ophiles. And desired sexually by many p**ophiles.

These days i turn on with the idea that i will get pregnant (even though i don't really want to get pregnant neither to have kids). I fantasize some old perverts r**e me and fuck me and cum all of them deep inside me without knowing who the father is.

I also fantasize sometimes myself as a baby sitter of a young boy (11-12 year old) and have sex with him and cum inside me and make me pregnant and his parents wouldn't have no idea what we are doing,

I love to fantasize that a stranger man without even see his face fuck me on a bus full of people or caress his penis on my butt. In fact i want the second thing to happen in real.

Two or three years ago i was in a bus full of people and was so horny. A guy was behind me and we were close, so i push my butt on his penis. I don't know if he understood it but i enjoyed it but i felt embarrassed about it later not because i done it but because i liked it. I also love to watch stranger men to masturbate whatever their age.

When i was 19 i saw an old man masturbating in public in front of me and a friend of mine (it was the first time i saw someone masturbate in person).
I was staring at him and i enjoyed what he was doing, i remember i felt a little shuddering in my vagina by watching him.

I wonder how some girls, women disgust by something like this.
Since i was a teenager i wanted to catch a man masturbating and stare at him until he finished.
I wish i could catch people having sex and stare at them back then as well.
If i catch a man masturbating in a bus now i would sit in front him to let him know i accept and enjoy what he is doing.

Today when i woke up i fantasize myself in a glory hole (i saw a nice confession about it here) and i could feel the cocks one after another inside me and cum inside me back and forth without knowing who these men are.

All these stuff i said are true. I truly fantasize these things when i am really horny. And i really want to catch a guy masturbating by accident, it's better that way, as long as we don't have sex, only me staring at him i would liked it.

I said these things not because i want someone to send me messages or do something with me.
I said these things because i like to share with anonymous people my fantasies and seem to them how slut, pervert and horny i am in my mind while in my real life i am modest, quiet and shy.

The idea that the more i don't have sex the more pervert i become also mekes me feel flattered.
And the idea that even though i am modest and virgin, i am bigger slut that some girls, women who are openly sluts in appearance or in their sexual life makes me feel more flattered. I know that might isn't true but i like to think about it,

But i know that they satisfy their desires, i am not. So maybe i become more pervert in mind than them.

Even now i am writing i feel aroused.