Bi-Sexual Female / 35
Confessing Where He Won't See
So I am 35, a wife, a mum and openly pan sexual to an extent (my family are very narrow minded) I enjoy sex with my husband and although it gets a bit annoying sometimes I'll even try new things with him (I'm very self conscious).
I've come on here to confess I suppose or at least get it off my chest. I also feel that it would be good for people to hear a real and honest confession about women.
I'm a big girl and don't like my body and even though my husband showers me with compliments and affection sometimes its not enough and as a result I can't climax so I'll pretend I know the right noises to make and when my husband huts a certain point he can't stop himself from Cumming. Lots of women have this issue we just get in our own heads and it kills the moment, it's nothing personal. Sometimes I have to finish myself when I go to clean up because I wasn't quite there, sometimes because it felt to good and I need a bit more.
I masturbate quite a bit but don't want my husband to know because it's my thing for me but I still guilt him for doing it saying stuff like we could just get an early night and have sex then I don't want it which makes me feel bad because it gives him ball ache and I'll do this for weeks and a few times months.
I like porn sensual porn sometimes I might watch mf but a lot of the time it's ff.
I fantasise about women when my husband goes down on me just because it makes it feel different.
I quite like having my asshole licked and even having it probed by a tongue but I don't want to tell my husband incase something goes bad while he does it.
I kinda wanna try sticking a finger in his ass just so he knows what it's like to have it done to him.
And my final thing for now is I want to try group sex with other men and not include my husband but I don't want him to be with other women. I want a different guys cock in each hole and to be filled with strangers cum and just not tell him so that it's just my little secret but I can't because then I'd be a hypocrit for all the times I've branded him a cheater for talking dirty to other women or accused him of not loving me or me not being enough because he watched porn.
I think basically I'm needy, greedy, insecure, hypocritical and generally not a nice person and don't understand why my husband loves me.
I've come on here to confess I suppose or at least get it off my chest. I also feel that it would be good for people to hear a real and honest confession about women.
I'm a big girl and don't like my body and even though my husband showers me with compliments and affection sometimes its not enough and as a result I can't climax so I'll pretend I know the right noises to make and when my husband huts a certain point he can't stop himself from Cumming. Lots of women have this issue we just get in our own heads and it kills the moment, it's nothing personal. Sometimes I have to finish myself when I go to clean up because I wasn't quite there, sometimes because it felt to good and I need a bit more.
I masturbate quite a bit but don't want my husband to know because it's my thing for me but I still guilt him for doing it saying stuff like we could just get an early night and have sex then I don't want it which makes me feel bad because it gives him ball ache and I'll do this for weeks and a few times months.
I like porn sensual porn sometimes I might watch mf but a lot of the time it's ff.
I fantasise about women when my husband goes down on me just because it makes it feel different.
I quite like having my asshole licked and even having it probed by a tongue but I don't want to tell my husband incase something goes bad while he does it.
I kinda wanna try sticking a finger in his ass just so he knows what it's like to have it done to him.
And my final thing for now is I want to try group sex with other men and not include my husband but I don't want him to be with other women. I want a different guys cock in each hole and to be filled with strangers cum and just not tell him so that it's just my little secret but I can't because then I'd be a hypocrit for all the times I've branded him a cheater for talking dirty to other women or accused him of not loving me or me not being enough because he watched porn.
I think basically I'm needy, greedy, insecure, hypocritical and generally not a nice person and don't understand why my husband loves me.
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