Straight Female / 27
My First Any Only Fictional Crush
It might be funny but my first fiictional crush was squidward from spongebob.
I started watching spongebob (and still watch the new episodes because i love spongebob) since i was 11.
Squidward seemed an interesting character to me at first.
By the time i started to have romantic feelings for him and finally sexual feelings.
The thought of having sex with him excited me back then.
I used to rub my vagina on my pillow thinking it was him.
When i was watching him on the television i was hugging the television and kissing him and rubbing my breasts on his face on the television.
I took posters of him wherever i went,
At my 12 at school i had a poster of him inside my shirt, inside my bra. I wanted him to touch my breasts. To feel him on my breasts.
I don't do that anymore.
I was thinking of him everyday, all day, it became an obsession.
I started to fantasize him in gay sex with spongebob and patrik.
I liked to fantasize him covered with cum after a threesome with spongebob and patrik. I liked to fantasize spongebob and patrick have a huge desire for him and want to fuck him so bad.
(i think this is actually true, spongebob is clearly in love with him)
And i really wanted to marry him and have his children.
It was the most intense wonderful feeling i have ever felt in my empty life.
I said it was funny because a lot of my peers made fun of me for this, my parents believed i need a psychologist but the only thing i wanted was to watch him and thinking about him.
Now i have tons of pictures of him in my Facebook page and computer and lots of pictures of him get fucked or fuck someone.
These pictures i have now i enjoy them myself. They make me wet sometimes and i think they are beautiful.
I still love him and see pictures of him everyday (normal pictures) because i believe he is wonderful. I see a picture of him right now while i write this confession. A picture where he hug his clarinet and smiles.
He is the reason i still watch spongebob and have read spongebob's comics
I started watching spongebob (and still watch the new episodes because i love spongebob) since i was 11.
Squidward seemed an interesting character to me at first.
By the time i started to have romantic feelings for him and finally sexual feelings.
The thought of having sex with him excited me back then.
I used to rub my vagina on my pillow thinking it was him.
When i was watching him on the television i was hugging the television and kissing him and rubbing my breasts on his face on the television.
I took posters of him wherever i went,
At my 12 at school i had a poster of him inside my shirt, inside my bra. I wanted him to touch my breasts. To feel him on my breasts.
I don't do that anymore.
I was thinking of him everyday, all day, it became an obsession.
I started to fantasize him in gay sex with spongebob and patrik.
I liked to fantasize him covered with cum after a threesome with spongebob and patrik. I liked to fantasize spongebob and patrick have a huge desire for him and want to fuck him so bad.
(i think this is actually true, spongebob is clearly in love with him)
And i really wanted to marry him and have his children.
It was the most intense wonderful feeling i have ever felt in my empty life.
I said it was funny because a lot of my peers made fun of me for this, my parents believed i need a psychologist but the only thing i wanted was to watch him and thinking about him.
Now i have tons of pictures of him in my Facebook page and computer and lots of pictures of him get fucked or fuck someone.
These pictures i have now i enjoy them myself. They make me wet sometimes and i think they are beautiful.
I still love him and see pictures of him everyday (normal pictures) because i believe he is wonderful. I see a picture of him right now while i write this confession. A picture where he hug his clarinet and smiles.
He is the reason i still watch spongebob and have read spongebob's comics
