Straight Female / 27
An Experience And A Dream
Last year i was a member of a non-profit organization.
I didn't work here, i was going there as patient.
All the people there were autistics, i am autistic too (high function).
There were other adults like me and teenagers, there were psychologists and the purpose was to make us autistic more independent.
There was a boy there 13 year old. I saw him 1 day a week.
He was a nice boy and seemed he need more help in some things.
That boy had an issue and he couldn't understand privacy and boundaries.
One day i sat next to him on a sofa and suddenly he took my hand and put it between his legs, i felt his penis with my hand for seconds (he did it in general to other people too i guess) i was shocked, i did not expect it and pulled my hand immediately because we weren't alone,
I was embarrassed but i kinda liked it.
Since that day i was sitting next to him and close to him on purpose so he can do it again. He didn't but i still was trying to sit next to him.
I tried to fantasize what it could happened if we were alone, If we were alone i would probably let him took my hand and rub it on his penis as much as he wants. I could helped him.
If he would try to touched me more i would let him. I could helped him by being accepting whatever he wanted to do to my body and then we could pretend that nothing happened and others would had no idea, something that i would loved.
I was masturbating with the idea of what could happened if we were alone.
I saw him in my sleep. We were having sex in the bathroom of the non-profit organization we were.
It was intense dream, i was thinking that i actually have sex with an underage boy.
Despite the pleasure i was feeling fear or might get caught.
The psychologists were knocking the door repeatedly while on the inside of the door the boy and i were having sex (that was the reason i was afraid to get caught)
And when we finally finish and open the door the psychologists blamed the boy that forced me to sex and sexual assaulted me. I didn't say anything i just tried to look innocent.
I loved that part, I think that's exactly i would do in real life, pretending to be innocent while clearly i'm not.
When i woke up i masturbated with that dream, It was so good.
I didn't work here, i was going there as patient.
All the people there were autistics, i am autistic too (high function).
There were other adults like me and teenagers, there were psychologists and the purpose was to make us autistic more independent.
There was a boy there 13 year old. I saw him 1 day a week.
He was a nice boy and seemed he need more help in some things.
That boy had an issue and he couldn't understand privacy and boundaries.
One day i sat next to him on a sofa and suddenly he took my hand and put it between his legs, i felt his penis with my hand for seconds (he did it in general to other people too i guess) i was shocked, i did not expect it and pulled my hand immediately because we weren't alone,
I was embarrassed but i kinda liked it.
Since that day i was sitting next to him and close to him on purpose so he can do it again. He didn't but i still was trying to sit next to him.
I tried to fantasize what it could happened if we were alone, If we were alone i would probably let him took my hand and rub it on his penis as much as he wants. I could helped him.
If he would try to touched me more i would let him. I could helped him by being accepting whatever he wanted to do to my body and then we could pretend that nothing happened and others would had no idea, something that i would loved.
I was masturbating with the idea of what could happened if we were alone.
I saw him in my sleep. We were having sex in the bathroom of the non-profit organization we were.
It was intense dream, i was thinking that i actually have sex with an underage boy.
Despite the pleasure i was feeling fear or might get caught.
The psychologists were knocking the door repeatedly while on the inside of the door the boy and i were having sex (that was the reason i was afraid to get caught)
And when we finally finish and open the door the psychologists blamed the boy that forced me to sex and sexual assaulted me. I didn't say anything i just tried to look innocent.
I loved that part, I think that's exactly i would do in real life, pretending to be innocent while clearly i'm not.
When i woke up i masturbated with that dream, It was so good.
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