Experimenting With My Brother

Growing up was a confusing time for me. I was interested in girls but also somewhat interested in boys. None of them were really interested in me. I was 14 and obviously still a virgin. I never kissed a girl or a boy. I masturbated, sometimes thinking about making out with girls and seeing them naked. Sometimes I also thought about boys and their penises.

I have a twin sister and a 2, almost 3 year older brother. He had a girlfriend but apparently he got frustrated that she didn't want to go all the way with him. One day out of the blue he said something like "You like boys, don't you? Did you ever jerked off a boy or sucked a boys dick?" I said words like "Oh no no, I'm not gay." He grinned and said "I know you are gay, or at least like both girls and boys. I'm not gay, not at all, but I'm really curious to get my dick sucked. Abby doesn't want to do that for me. So, what do you think? Just for the heck of it?"

It was an awkward talk but my heart was beating so fast! I was disgusted by the fact that he asked me but also in a strange way, turned on! Like I said, growing up were confusing years to me. I tried to play hard to get and responded like "Why don't you ask Linda? (our sister)" He told me to fuck off, and that it would be so wrong to ask our sister.

I never jerked another dick besides my own and I was super curious. I told him "okay, as long as it's clean". He immediately went to take a shower and came back into my bedroom with just a towel on. He had a big grin on his face as he removed the towel. His penis was quite much bigger than mine but he was also older. We sat next to each other on the bed and I gently started to stroke his penis while I was fully dressed. He moaned "this is cool but I can do that myself, can you try to take it in your mouth?" I felt really really nervous but I finally moved my head down to his crotch and it felt so weird when I tasted his penis. I moved my mouth up and down like I have seen on internet porn.

After a little while he started to moan louder and louder and right before he came he pushed my head back and he gave a final jerk and cum landed all over his crotch and belly. In a way I was happy he took it out of my mouth right before cumming. It was strange but also hot that I made my older brother cum. Now I was super horny and my hard penis was still in my pants so I asked him if he could return me the favor and since he was no longer he said "no no, thanks for what you did but I'm not gonna do that. I'm not gay, remember?" I was so disappointed but after some begging (I know, right) he agreed that he would give me a quick jerk.

I was super happy, and when I took it out he told me not to worry, that his was also smaller when he was my age. I came very quickly after he started to jerk me off. He left saying "the blowjob was good, you should do that more often".

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