Lost A Friend To Covid

My best friend and I got into an argument. She and I have different political beliefs.

Covid came up and she asked me why I thought a certain way. I told her to stop asking me because this topic was sensitive to me and made me mad and I had mentioned this before. She refused to stop her line of questioning.

I told her I was ignoring her because I was going to blow up. Well she’s ignoring me now. Maybe forever. Apparently she didn’t think my apology was sincere.

I thought I was doing the mature thing by not engaging in a discussion where I was going to blow up at my friend.