Straight Male / 34
My Anal Desires
I love all kinds of sex, but I have a particular obsession with doing anal sex a certain way. I'm not saying I have to do anal all the time or with all my partners, but when I do it, my favorite way is face to face, with the lady lifted up on a pillow or the edge of the bed. The reason being, I can then see her pussy, sometimes gaping wide, over my anal penetration. This fills me with a deep, powerful sense of acting unnaturally, which is an important part of sexuality for me: being sort of "in your face" against those who want to constrain sexuality, or reserve it for reproductive purposes, or keep it "nice" and limited. Because there is the pussy, sort of aching for penetration, open to my semen, and I'm ignoring it, going instead for the other hole, the dryer one, the rougher one, the unnatural one. And I'm ignoring the pleas of the pussy, the natural venue I should be going for in some sense, and releasing my load just inches away though it might as well be a mile. Of course, I want to do this only with a willing partner who enjoys receiving my shaft in her bottom, but I love having the visual sense she can only have in a tactile way, of willfully perverting any sense of where things "should" go.
Of course, I enjoy fucking a woman's butt from behind as well, but then I can't see her pussy and the appearance of what I am doing is less striking even if the hole is just as tight, I love having her look at me while I look at her unused pussy. Of course, if she touches herself while I'm ramming her underhole, that's a quite proper use of it multiplying the stimulation, but still tells nature and those who would restrict our desires to their ideas of what is natural to go stick it where the sun don't shine--literally.
I was raised in a more conservative religion which restricted sex to procreation, and I think that my desire for unnatural sex may partly be a reaction to the limitations others tried to put on my libido. But I'm not into bdsm or other fetishes, face-to-face anal sex is the only activity that really brings home to me the power of unnatural sexuality. Well, maybe that and a little light exhibitionism like sex in public but in places we're unlikely to actually be seen.
Of course, I enjoy fucking a woman's butt from behind as well, but then I can't see her pussy and the appearance of what I am doing is less striking even if the hole is just as tight, I love having her look at me while I look at her unused pussy. Of course, if she touches herself while I'm ramming her underhole, that's a quite proper use of it multiplying the stimulation, but still tells nature and those who would restrict our desires to their ideas of what is natural to go stick it where the sun don't shine--literally.
I was raised in a more conservative religion which restricted sex to procreation, and I think that my desire for unnatural sex may partly be a reaction to the limitations others tried to put on my libido. But I'm not into bdsm or other fetishes, face-to-face anal sex is the only activity that really brings home to me the power of unnatural sexuality. Well, maybe that and a little light exhibitionism like sex in public but in places we're unlikely to actually be seen.
