Just A Fantasy

Even though i don't want to have children because they are huge responsibility,
I have a fantasy i have a little son who needs my affection and sit on my lap.
Then i put his head on my bare breasts and let him touch them and lick them.
Then i take off his pants and his underwear so i can play and rub his cute penis so he can relax and be calm.

I believe this experience would made me feel emotionally flattered and special. If i would was sexually turned on it would be because my own son would be turned on by me and let me give him pleasure.