Coming Out As A Cuck

I’m married with kids, like a lot of guys around the world my age, I get horny a lot like most guys in general! What makes me different though is that I have 0 interest in having sex with my wife or anyone for that matter. I cum to the image of other men having sex with my wife.

There’s probably a multitude of things which have lead to this psychologically but this isn’t some self analytical article, I’m here to confess that I want to watch my wife enjoy wild sex with hung men whilst I stroke my little dick. This isn’t a fad, I’ve wanted this with all of the girlfriends I’ve ever had in my life. Although I do think it could finally be close to happening now!

I’ve never straight up told a partner this is what I want, I’ve discussed threesomes and group sex with multiple men and stuff like that with partners in the past (which would still be very hot by the way!) but I’ve never fully confessed that I’m a cuck and would be more than happy to never have intercourse again if I could only watch and masturbate whilst my partner enjoys a bull in front of me.

I’ve been trying to ease my wife into the idea for a while, aside from discussing her having sex with another man in general threesome talk, we will watch porn together and do a kind of soft cuckold role play, where she jerks off over some hot guy she wants and I jerk off over her doing it. I’ve even got her into some light sph (small penis humiliation) as I have quite a small dick and it turns me on like crazy, she will talk about how much she wants their big cock and how much bigger and better their dick is which has made me cum so hard several times. I noticed a lot of the guys she likes in porn are hung black guys so I’m going to get her a black realistic dildo she can enjoy as we role play.

I’m hoping this will lead to eventually actually arranging to meet a guy a living the fantasy at last! I feel like it should be too hard, she is tall slim and very hot, such a sexy smile as well, and I’m 6,3 pretty athletic build and I like to think decent looking, plus I’m 4 inches fully hard so I’m not going to be a threat in the manhood department in case that might put off any suiters. I think realistically it will start with just meeting someone for drinks then they go on a solo date, then see where it goes from there. Don’t want to get my hopes up but hopefully not far away from now I’ll be able to regularly watch my wife cum over another mans cock.