Just Overwhelmed With Too Much Attention From My Husband

If anything I'm a prude, not into anything sexual. I've never needed it, I don't like being exposed even by a nurse or doctor, I don't care for erotic movies or books. I don't like porn.

In September 2018 I went to Lad Vegas with some friends for a goodbye trip to a girlfriend getting married. The group decided to go to male strip show, and followed by a female strip show. I went, kept quiet, didn't care. After the strip shows back at the hotel the group went into the bar to drink. I went and sat in the lobby.

A man, a tourist saw me and came over and started talking. He agreed that girls have no business at strip shows or getting drunk in a bar. We went to the restaurant for a cup of coffee and shared apple pie. He escorted me to my room, once there he wanted to come in, and after breaking my will he took my virginity. I was upset and concerned of a pregnancy, he made a statement about it being Las Vegas and we should role the dice. I was very upset so he said if I was that upset he would just take me to a marriage chapel and marry me. At 3:30 am I got married.

One baby, a husband, moved to New Mexico, delayed graduation, COVID, is there any other reason to be depressed? My husband wants sex, I never want it. I do it, he's entitled to his wife, but do men really need their wife three or four times a week and sulk just because you're on your period? Is this normal? I would never give back my baby, she's the purpose of my life. But the man thing? If he could just keep his hands to himself.