A Confession And Wish

Hi All, I am a pretty average girl. Have a good job, have the flat, and have a boyfriend who is fine and is a good person. But, It just does not cut it for me. Sex at home is ok, average, well a bit boring to be honest even though we try to spice it up. Anyway, my libido has been up in the clouds for the past years and can not seem to control myself, and has caused me to find my pleasures. I am a cheater and have always been, i'd thought i would stop when my current relationship started, and i was proud of my self for the first 3 months we started living together but went back to my old ways.

Ever since I lost my virginity all i can think about is sex. I go out with my girls and all i do is flirt to get attention and get laid. I don't care with whom i have no standards and do that all the time. And no, i don't feel guilty afterwards. I lie to my Boyfriend, my friends, family and anyone who will get in my way of having sex. my boyfriend does not have a clue. He is like oh you are back and wants to have sex, which i oblige with out time knowing that not even 20 minutes ago some random person was using me as their fuck toy. Which actually excites me more knowing that my wetness is not mine but cum from the last person. I think i have had sex with about half of my colleagues always blaming it on the alcohol.

As of late, i've been having this dream or fantasy about going to party and having a gang bang or an orgy whilst im fertile and getting all the guys to cum in me and i get pregnant and would not know who the father would be. Do any of you have those thoughts.

Sara