I Didn't Expect My First Time Like This

I took a room with a single man recommended by a coworker until I could afford a place for myself. He is 35 I'm 28. A couple of nights after I moved in he stood at my door and stroked his cock. Just stood there stroking his cock. He stared into my eyes and I couldn't break the stare, he nodded, looked down at his cock and walked over to me. He put his hand on my shoulder to sit on his bed and stood in front of me until I opened my mouth. Before it was over he had anal sex with me.

I never did anything like this, never. I really can't process it. But it's been a long time coming. I'm at my parent's house now, I have to go back this weekend for my job. I'm a bartender and I have to work tonight.