Straight Female / 27
I Want To Feel How An Orgasm Feels Like
I'm 27 and never ever had an orgasm.
I heard females can have multiple orgasms and i wonder how this feels like, especially when a female have a threesome.
I feel pleasure and get wet when i masturbate but not orgasm.
I think i'm missing something wonderful.
If i had the opportunity to feel what is like i believe i would become addicted.
I am depressed and need to feel good.
I easily become addicted to anything that feels good.
Now i am kinda addicted to alcohol. Not severe addiction but i could drink everyday. Wine and beer.
Alcohol makes me feel good.
Orgasm is way more natural and healthy thing to feel good than alcohol but alcohol is something i am not ashamed for desiring it while orgasm is something i am ashamed for desiring it.
I know it might sounds immature and like i am a person from victorian era but it's true.
When i watch hentai and see how pleasure and orgasms the characters have i feel i want to feel that too.
This desire along with still being a virgin at 27 might makes me develop pervert thoughts.
It already happened.
I happened to turned on with things i didn't expect.
Maybe it's because of my curiosity.
Taboos are arousing and the pleasure is bigger with them.
Because you know people get uncomfortable when you talk about these subjects.
I wish people could talk about these subjects in their everyday life if they want without the shocking and embarrassing expression on their faces.
If someone tells me my thoughts or the things i want to see are not normal or i end up having more pervert thoughts because of my curiosity, i really don't care as long as am not a danger to anyone.
I heard females can have multiple orgasms and i wonder how this feels like, especially when a female have a threesome.
I feel pleasure and get wet when i masturbate but not orgasm.
I think i'm missing something wonderful.
If i had the opportunity to feel what is like i believe i would become addicted.
I am depressed and need to feel good.
I easily become addicted to anything that feels good.
Now i am kinda addicted to alcohol. Not severe addiction but i could drink everyday. Wine and beer.
Alcohol makes me feel good.
Orgasm is way more natural and healthy thing to feel good than alcohol but alcohol is something i am not ashamed for desiring it while orgasm is something i am ashamed for desiring it.
I know it might sounds immature and like i am a person from victorian era but it's true.
When i watch hentai and see how pleasure and orgasms the characters have i feel i want to feel that too.
This desire along with still being a virgin at 27 might makes me develop pervert thoughts.
It already happened.
I happened to turned on with things i didn't expect.
Maybe it's because of my curiosity.
Taboos are arousing and the pleasure is bigger with them.
Because you know people get uncomfortable when you talk about these subjects.
I wish people could talk about these subjects in their everyday life if they want without the shocking and embarrassing expression on their faces.
If someone tells me my thoughts or the things i want to see are not normal or i end up having more pervert thoughts because of my curiosity, i really don't care as long as am not a danger to anyone.
