Teen Urges And My Drunk Mom.

My dad died when I was 13, mom never got over it.
She got drunk all the time, nearly lost her job, wasn't out almost every day.

The worst where her Sex-Dates. When i was 15 she fucked every man she could ( at least it felt like it). She got home late in the night, mostly drunk and came into my room. She always cried, and laid next to me into my bed.
She always smelt like alcohol and the remains of her dates.

The event i want to confess happend on a Saturday night. I woke up to her getting into my room. She was completely drunk and just mumbled something. She made her way into my bed. Luckily she was o busted and skipped the crying part.
I was laying next to her, breathing the scent of alcohol, sweat and most likely sperm.

I couldn't sleep and I had a boner. Her butt was touching my crotch and this made me mega horny. It was my first contact.
I ended up touching her softly until I masturbated next to her. I forgot that this was my mom. I edged myself for what felt an eternity. At some point I let my cock "accidentally" slide between her legs. I played around until I got the right angle and just let my tip slid between her lips.
"Thanks " to the remains of her date she was slimy and wet between there. I didn't felt much friction as I pushed inside her. Losing my virginity like this made prematurely cum. I panicked as I came but i just let it happen. It was a really good orgasm.

I pulled out, waited 5 minutes and did the same thing again. I reached my orgasm shortly after that again.

It was the worst post nut clarity of my life. After the 2 orgasm my mind was clear and i almost cried myself.

I felt asleep.
To top it all off my mom apologized herself as she woke up. It took her some time to realize the mess between her legs. She reached between her legs and was in a shock. i saw it in her face.
She didn't said a word. Just moved out of my bed to the bathroom, one hand between her legs.

I felt horrible but I never asked nor spoke about it with her.