Emotional And Sexual Pleasure

I think i am more emotionally connected to preteen boys.
The fantasies i have are emotional as well, there are kisses too.
Their pleasure is my turn on.
I had dreams where i hugged and rubbed my self on a little boy and i had an emotional pleasure, and sexual one but most emotional.

Sexuall connected? i don't know.
I never had sex with an adult male and obviously i can't with a preteen boy because i would go to jail.

And my sexual behavior towards both through fantasies and sexual arousing are quite the same