I Can't Stop Cheating

I have always been this way starting with my first boyfriend. I High School I started dating this guy that I had been crazy about for years and gave my virginity to him. But as soon as I did I began thinking about other guys even when we where having sex, especially when I was blowing him. I would pretend it was some other guys cock and only when he came in my mouth would I snap back to reality and then I would wonder if all guys tasted the same.
I was the first of all my friends to be sexually active and I bragged to them about how great it was to "make love" to someone. Really even then I knew it wasn't making love as I had lost most of my interest in him. It was about the power I felt over him.
Then one night after he dropped me off, and of course after we parked in our driveway and I sucked him dry, I went in and got undressed and went to bed. I fell asleep and had this extreme dream about being fucked by the kid I grew up with that lived down the street. I woke up and had to masturbate then lay there and wondered why I wasn't ashamed of myself.
A few weeks went by and our family was invited for the fourth to a picnic. It was an annual event and I was told I could bring my boyfriend. I asked him but he was going to do something with his buddies. That really ticked me off, I even promised to blow him if he came. I think he knew I would do that anyway as he knew I really liked doing that.
We ate and I changed into my little two piece and went into the pool. Mom was really not happy with my choice as it "wasn't appropriate" for a family thing. I didn't care I wanted to show off. And of course all the men stared at me, all the old married woman looked pissed. And I could imagine the husband thinking of me when they where pounding away at their wives.
Then there was Josh, the boy I grew up with. He was very tall, very skinny and very innocent. And he could not take his eyes off me. It got dark and all the adults where getting a bit hammered and the kids where playing games then I noticed Josh going outside to turn off the pool lights. I followed and began to flirt, didn't take long for us to end up behind the pool shed where he kissed me. I could feel the bulge in his shorts and it was huge!
I reached for it, pulled it out and dropped to my knees. I know it was his first blow job and he came in seconds. Large gobs of creamy cum shot so hard in my mouth I gagged but I loved it and forced myself to suck every bit if it down.
I pulled my head back and looked over and standing there watching me was Mom. She just shook her head and walked away. I quickly got up and went home. I expected her to be really angry but when they got home she came in and said I needed to break up with my boyfriend before I broke his heart.
I cheated on my boyfriend with several other guys for the next year. Then one night he caught me humping another guy in the park. He just stared at me, called me a slut and said he was telling everyone. I told him everyone already knew and I expect that was about true.
Several other boyfriend came and went but all where the same. I cheated on all of them and to this day feel no remorse. Then I met Dave and I decided to get married. He had a job, house and was stable but boring. I don't think I ever had any illusions about being faithful to him. Even at my bachelorette party I banged a stepper named, well don't remember that but I remember a he had a huge dick. So big in fact I hurt so much I didn't know if I could screw my husband on our wedding night, but I did.
I was faithful for about two months when I ran into an old boyfriend at the store. We talked had coffee and did it in his car in the parking lot. We started meeting up here and there and even at my place. About six months later he asked if I was going to leave my husband because he had fallen in love with me. I had been telling him I wasn't having sex with Dave but that was a lie. I told him then I was in love with my husband and wanted to make it work. Of course I had to stop seeing him even though I knew I was going to miss having two lovers.
Have to go now, Dave is coming home from work and I have made myself really horny.

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by Anonymous on Feb 6, 2022 at 12:42 PM

You are not alone. When I was young, I was too young to think of marriage, so I didn't take relationships seriously. Since most of my friends stole my boyfriends, I felt no remorse messing with their boyfriends. I also loved flirting with and teasing my friend's dads.

My first real man turned out to be the father of a boyfriend. I had been with the son long enough that the parents were fine with me coming over for sex with their son in his bedroom and streaking to and from his bedroom to the bathroom. One day I opened the bathroom door, and the dad was RIGHT THERE. He pushed be over to his study. At first, I thought he was going to lecture or punish me, but once in the study he started undoing his pants and I knew... So even though I had just done his son and his wife was home, my boyfriend's dad drilled me, and I was hooked. I ended up staying with that boyfriend more than I would have, just so I could mess with his dad.

I pretty much cheated with every boyfriend too. I got married, planning to be faithful but my husband turned out to be kinky and loves it when I stray so... I get the Original Poster

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