Never Imagined Myself Here

I’ve been with the same woman since high school. I married her 7 years after. We divorced two years ago. Together for 20+ years. I’m not going to get into the why it happened. But it was something I didn’t want. We have a kid so we are still in each other’s lives. I started seeing someone new about a year ago. My Ex always seemed to be a little territorial around her. She would make things awkward by making comments implying she knows me better than my new GF. We shrugged it off as jealousy. But it definitely was becoming a cause of tension in my new relationship. I got a text one night when I was up late watching tv. It was my ex asking if I could help her, she needed to get home from work, her car battery died, and I was the only person whose responded to her. Like I said I’ve been with her forever and she’s the mother of my kid, so I left to go get her. I didn’t wakeup my GF to tell her. When I picked her up, she thanked me so much, and I brought her home. Our old home. She invited me in, and I followed. She excused herself and went in the bathroom, I heard the shower going. I knew what was going to happen. I didn’t expect her be wearing the last piece of lingerie I bought her from over a few years ago. She told me to “Come on” and she opened the door to go upstairs. I followed her up to our old bedroom. I felt weak, I knew exactly what she was doing. She didn’t like my Gf, so she was going to get me to cheat on her. My ex brought out all our classics. She licked my ear, and played with nipples how I like. She let me fist her pussy, she sucked my cock and fingered my ass, she made me suck her toes and worship her feet, and lick her asshole like she likes. Then she told me to put my cock inside her, and that she still owned my dick. I did as I was told, and fucked her like I always had. Her pussy felt like home. I fucked till she came a few times, then she started telling me to give her, my cum. “Cum inside me! It’s mine! Give it to me!” Then she just started to whisperer “gimme my cum” over and over. I exploded inside her, pushing in so deeply. I rolled off her, onto my back breathing with exhaustion. After a little moment of quiet, she crawled down to my penis and put it into her mouth. She lightly sucked on it and kissed it. She told me how good we tasted, my cook was getting a little hard again. I moaned and she kept sucking on me. I have a hard time climaxing back to back, but she just kept slowly sucking and licking. It took a good half hour but I finally came into her mouth (something she hasn’t done in forever). She let out a loud long “mmmmmmm” sound while I was filling her mouth. She swallowed, and she said I better get back or my GF will find out. I left quickly. I broke up shortly after. I felt too guilty about cheating, just like she knew I would. She got what she really wanted. She always does.

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by Anonymous on Feb 6, 2022 at 11:59 AM

I get it. She has your number. When I lost my virginity with my first boyfriend told me he owned my pussy forever. No matter who I was with or got married to, he now had rights to my body. He tried to get me to swear to always be available to him no matter who I was with or married to. As much as I enjoyed having sex with him, I thought he was ridiculous and full of himself. Even though we were together and newly sexually active with each other, I was already thinking about all of the other boys I wanted to experience sex with. If I was going to grant lifelong rights to my body, there were several other boys I'd rather swear that to. Not then but over time we really got to know each other and what we liked. He got more and more controlling, demanding and rough. As much as I loved parts of it, it wasn't healthy, and I was craving messing with other guys, so I broke up.

My next boyfriend was very shy and gentle. I'm normally really submissive but with him I always had to take the lead. So, when my ex showed up and started taking liberties with me... I didn't stop him. It was great and was almost better than the best times in our past. I was tempted to take him back, but he didn't want to as we were both in relationships. He just wanted to prove he could still have me. I was both pissed and pleased. At the time I welcomed having him on the side. I felt guilty cheating on my bf and eventually left him.

The thing was, no matter who I got with, my ex would show up and reclaim me when I was alone. Sometimes I'd resist as much as I could but other times, I practically jumped him when he showed. He was like a FWB but he mostly forced himself on me and I couldn't say anything about it because he knew and could prove I loved being forced on more than anything.

When I got engaged, I went out of my way to get with my ex and make sure he knew that once I was married, we were DONE. He respected my wishes for less than a month from my return from my honeymoon before he showed up at my door as soon as my husband left for work. I had planned to resist him but when he showed up, I forgot I was married until he was finishing... Oops.

I've been married almost 30 years now. The only way I can resist him is to live far from him. When I visit my parents, I'm often tempted to look him up. ... sometimes I do.

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