My First Few Times With A Guy And First In General

When I was in my early teens my bestfriend at the time and I watched a lot of internet porn or dvds and vhs tapes we would sneak from my uncle or his dad’s collection. After a while of desperately rubbing our hard ons over our pants we agreed to jerk off under blankets while watching. I would sneak looks over and see how high his hand moved under to try and guess how big his cock was. From watching porn and seeing my dad’s dick I knew mine was smaller. But pornstars most guys are smaller than and dad was older and always bigger than me in every way. I was dying to see a guy my age and how I compared.
From the looks of it he was considerably longer unless he just jerked with more motion. I managed to get the courage to suggest we jerk in the open. I said that it’s easier to jerk without a blanket in the way and it’s not like we had never seen other dicks and wouldn’t see more once the next grade started and we would have gym showers. He didn’t seem too weirded out so the next time we put a video on we whipped them out on the couch. His was semi-hard and a little longer but MUCH thicker than mine. Seeing his cock made mine shoot up full hard instantly. He was stroking his and its partial softness made it curve over his hand a bit. I commented that he wasn’t rock hard from the porn already and he said it takes him a minute or two to get full hard. I complimented it’s girth and length and he looked down at mine for the first time. I had been watching him instead of the porn and my little hard on twitched in my hand. He said I was like his cousin and still had a “kid cock” but maybe puberty fully kicking in would change it. He was much more developed than me. My pubes were still naturally short and balls not fully dropped. His looked like an adults. I remember my heart pounding seeing the veins his had. I asked if someone else stroking would make it hard faster and offered to stroke him. I said if he thought it was weird I could stop and he didn’t have to worry about me telling anyone since I would look more gay anyway for wanting to touch it and liking the size. He stopped stroking and it flopped over his balls he rested his arms on the sofa and said sure.
My small hand grabbed it and I realized he was less hard than I thought. Mine was twitching wildly as he grew in my hand and he said I must like him outsizing me his cousin was embarrassed and mad about it and wanted to put his away mine was standing straight up and practically dancing with joy. Feeling his thick cock and the pulsing vein made me moan without noticing. He was looking at Jenna Haze suck a cock on the TV and I was wishing I were her so bad. She was our favorite at the time and I wished I were her so I could let him indulge in every desire he had for her on me and be a toy for his pleasure. I realized I got hard from sexy girl more because I wanted to be them not have them myself. I asked if it felt good and he said yeah could use some spit though. I licked my hand and could slightly taste his cock on it and moaned “mmm” as I did. After stroking a bit my hand was going dry and I said that my mouth could stay wet so I didn’t have to relube my hand. He said suck it if I wanted to his cousin had lost the bet when they compared so he wasn’t weirded out if a guy sucked him. He compared it to using a toy he wasn’t into plastic and rubber but if it feels good might as well use it. The comparison to an object made me super excited. I remember how big he felt in my mouth and exploring his cock with my tongue. His moans made me so hot I loved knowing I was pleasing him. I knew how badly I wanted to feel a mouth on my cock and knowing I was giving him that made me happy and aroused more than ever. I tried to suck like Jenna and our favorite pornstars did and almost fit him all the way in. When I gasped for breath he moaned and said it worked wonders that I liked sucking him his cousin gagged but not from shoving it too far in. I wonder how the fuck his cousin couldn’t love it. I said it was hard not to suck it when it looked so nice. I mentioned not know if guys our age got that big and if I were just small cause of age. He told me to hold mine up to his and seeing the difference excited me so much. He said maybe I’d luck out and get bigger but it was smaller than his cousins and looked like his did when he was in elementary school. Mine bumped his and I moaned and rubbed them together. His was almost like holding mine against my mom’s dildo I found though her toy was still a bit bigger. He seemed to like the feeling so I kept doing it and had an orgasm in a minute two tops. My skinny stomach waving and my breathing heavy as I did. A drop or two of clear cum oozed out and he laughed daying he remembers cumming before he could cum. The fact I was a few months older made it even hotter how behind I was developmentally to him. After frotting some more I went back to sucking and after ten mintues or so he came. I was surprised his load was so large and creamy it tasted even better than when I tried my own. I asked if he could keep going and he said yeah.
The porn was now Jenna getting it up the ass. I had put a few fingers in my ass a hairbrush handle also so I knew I liked it back there. I told him he was thick like I remember my dad’s being. Me and him had talked about my mom jerking and how hot she was. He asked if I had to pick sex with mom or dad who I’d want. I said dad just after he fucked mom would be the best. He said he figured I was bi and I laughed I knew I liked guy the first time I discovered porn and saw a huge dick in a pretty girl’s shocked face. I asked him if he wanted to do me like Jenna was getting done and he nodded.
I bent over the coffee table and put a few fingers in myself I put four which beat my record of three. I told him I was ready and felt my first major pain from anal. The hair brush mildly hurt but I adjusted fast. His hurt like hell and took a solid eight minutes to stop hurting. It was hot how he just went all in and didn’t stop when I winced or recoiled. He came in me a good four times and laid back satisfied and worn out. I rubbed my little hard on on his cock and had a few more orgasms and we dozed off for a bit. I loved drifting into post orgasm sleep with my naked skin against his.
We fucked every sleep over through out middle school and most of high school. I loved how we’d sleep naked together in the same bunk on his bed. I loved feeling my twitching hard on go soft against his bare skin and how even after puberty it hadn’t grown much at all. After a while he played into my submissiveness and teased me for being small he played into my daddy fantasies and would RP as my dad and even fuck me in my mom’s lingerie. After seeing guys in the showers I had made a few other fuckbuddies one a black jock who had abs and slightly muscular build. At 13 he seemed like a body builder to me I worshiped his body and BBC. He unlike my friend called me a faggot and seemed almost disgusted by how much I loved it. He said I was like a pocket pussy that required no hands and wouldn’t let me cum using his cock after. I got to frot his BBC during sex but once he came I could only jerk off looking at him. He was the first dominate guy that made me realized how much of a sub beta bitch I was. He also fucked my first gf while we were dating and I found a love for being cucked before I knew what being cucked was. I still get hard seeing Jenna Haze Tori Black Sasha Grey Kimberly Kane Lexi Belle or other porstars from that time. They were great rolemodels to an aspiring sissy slut. I found an old CD-Rom of low quality internet porn I had saved around then and despited the horrible resolution I’m cumming to them so hard. I used to get fucked to these vids so much. I miss those middle school highschool sleep overs so much. Being slutty felt even hotter then cause everything was so new.