When You’re A Kid

I think it’s funny how you have no idea what you are doing when you’re a kid. I didn’t have my first orgasm until I was around 13? That’s usually the age you start exploring your body anyways so probably then, plus, no one forgets their first time they get themselves there, right?

Anyways, wayyyy before this, I remember being maybe 5? I didn’t know any better. I had to use the bathroom and I had been holding it in all day. I remember I stepped funny and it felt good. I kept stepping that way until finally it really felt good. Wouldn’t say it was an orgasm, but it was interesting? I kept trying to recreate it as time went on but obviously never did. When you’re a kid you don’t really know you’re masturbating, you’re just doing what you think feels good or exploring what this things does. I think it’s funny really. Can’t imagine having to be a parent and having to tell your kid not to do these things without explaining really why cause that’s hard?

I’m a little bit of an exhibitionist now, but as a kid obviously I wasn’t gonna go all out. But I do remember one time I purposely peed a little bit in my sweat pants while my brother had his friends over. I liked the wet spot it made for some reason, it gave me a rush and made me feel funny. Again, I didn’t understand WHY I wanted to do these things but now I do. I guess I just think it’s funny, it’s natural and we just don’t know or understand cause we were kids.