Gay Male / 65
Forbidden Fruit
In 1995 an event happened that changed me forever.I was turning 39 and being divorced had mostly lived a straight life.However I was increasingly having anonymous gay encounters involving mutual oral, kissing and masturbation.I met these men in parks,adult sex stores and gay phone lines.
One evening I met Al,a 48 yr old janitor who smoked a lot and loved draining my cock.I sucked his big juicy cock as well and loved it.We had a gay affair for several months that grew more and more intensely passionate.Al introduced me to a new foreplay.He would slowly light a cigarette then place the wet filter from his saliva in my mouth then tell me to take a deep wet drag on it while he watched me smoke.This made us both hard then he blew me as I smoked.This act gradually transformed itself into an act of love.After a few weeks of this smoking foreplay we both said I love you while the act took place.I felt myself craving this act and being with my lover.I could feel myself changing and softening.Deep down this growing fetish scared me so one day I regrettably stopped seeing Al.
For years I avoided sex with men fearful this craving for the fetish would emerge again.I dated women off and on without conviction.I masturbated often reliving the fetish with Al's memory.
Three years ago I was walking downtown when I saw a homeless man sucking on a cigarette outside a store.I was captivated and developed an erection.I approached him in a trance and offered him a cigarette.He eagerly accepted it than I asked him to take a drag on it then pass it back to me.He did as I asked then I sucked greedily on the wet filter tasting his saliva.I looked at him lovingly admiring his scraggly beard and greasy hair.I brought him home and gave him the most loving blowjob of my life.I swallowed his cum then slowly necked with him.He blew me nice and slow with his toothless wet mouth which I filled with my seed.I asked him to move in with me which he did and cleaned him up.Now before sex I reenact what Al once did.I light up a cigarette slowly then place it carefully in my lover's mouth.He takes a deep wet drag then passes it back to me as my wet lips taste his saliva.He then smokes for me as I suck his boner dry.We tell each other we love you throughout this foreplay.
One evening I met Al,a 48 yr old janitor who smoked a lot and loved draining my cock.I sucked his big juicy cock as well and loved it.We had a gay affair for several months that grew more and more intensely passionate.Al introduced me to a new foreplay.He would slowly light a cigarette then place the wet filter from his saliva in my mouth then tell me to take a deep wet drag on it while he watched me smoke.This made us both hard then he blew me as I smoked.This act gradually transformed itself into an act of love.After a few weeks of this smoking foreplay we both said I love you while the act took place.I felt myself craving this act and being with my lover.I could feel myself changing and softening.Deep down this growing fetish scared me so one day I regrettably stopped seeing Al.
For years I avoided sex with men fearful this craving for the fetish would emerge again.I dated women off and on without conviction.I masturbated often reliving the fetish with Al's memory.
Three years ago I was walking downtown when I saw a homeless man sucking on a cigarette outside a store.I was captivated and developed an erection.I approached him in a trance and offered him a cigarette.He eagerly accepted it than I asked him to take a drag on it then pass it back to me.He did as I asked then I sucked greedily on the wet filter tasting his saliva.I looked at him lovingly admiring his scraggly beard and greasy hair.I brought him home and gave him the most loving blowjob of my life.I swallowed his cum then slowly necked with him.He blew me nice and slow with his toothless wet mouth which I filled with my seed.I asked him to move in with me which he did and cleaned him up.Now before sex I reenact what Al once did.I light up a cigarette slowly then place it carefully in my lover's mouth.He takes a deep wet drag then passes it back to me as my wet lips taste his saliva.He then smokes for me as I suck his boner dry.We tell each other we love you throughout this foreplay.
