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Women Only
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Bi-Sexual Female / 45
I Love Being A Woman,
The story of life is the same, just a little bit different. Me, I broke up after a long term relationship with my forever partner. It hurt, dispondent, alone. A guy from work, he talks to me and takes me out for a glass of wine and listens to my lement. He tells me to suck it up, life is too short, but I just get more and more morose. I end up at his place, face down on his bed, he is on top of me, I'm a tiny ckick, he is a big man, his dick digging and digging into my vagina, digging deeper and deeper, I can't move, if he cums I'm pregnant, the thoughts of an abortion is all that runs through my mind, it's invevitable he is going to cum and I'm in the process of being knocked up. He cums, over and over, until he slips his dick out of my vagina and lets his entire body weight land on top of me. All I can think of is that I will get an abortion.
He gets up and rolls over and I grab the sheets to cover me up. He asks for tits, 'show me your tits' . 'Sit up and show me your tits'. "Bend over and let me suck on your tits'. "Don't deny me your tits;'. "God damn bitch, give me your tits'. I don't want to show him my tits, but I let the sheet fall off of me and I sit there and he grabs my tit in his hand and I lean over and let him suck.
I'm pregnant, I never had a chance. I can't get an abortion. He won't allow it. I'm 24 and pregnant and a man tells me what to do, where to go, focus all my attention on him and the baby, forget the past, I'm no longer in the past, this is now and he wants it all, every ounce of me, of my baby and my life. I cry at my mother's, she laughs, 'now you know, a man owns you and you thought you were some hot shot feminist'. 'I don't feel sorry for you, suck his dick and show him you belong to him and he'll keep you, keep up with your feminist ideas and he will get rid of you and keep the baby'.
I get married, before I show too much. It's what nice girls do in my situation. My fest friend from growing up tells me she never thought I was going to get married, 'it seemed that you didn't 'like' men. And lo and behold, here you are all pregnant and radiant and getting married. Never thought it, of you, I mean'. No one knows about me, no one knows. Except him. He knows and he puts his dick in my mouth. 'Get used to it'. But he knows. He knows.
Time goes by so fast and I bring home a baby, a girl this time, I name her Tina. Now I have a girl, it was important to me to have a girl. Don't ask me why? I wanted a girl. With three I can settle down now. Of course I don't 'work', God only single women or those who married badly have to work, I don't 'work', I married well. I live the good life, Church, my family is BIG on Church, and my brothers and sister have families and we get together and there are so mamy grandchilren, and everyone's in the kitchen, fixing Sunday dinner for all the men. My Tina is four, she is the one who takes her father his snacks. Show Daddy what good little girl you are.
I have an out of body experience, this isn't me. Somehow nature got messed up, this isn't me. I don't have an apron, my Tina isn't serving her father. The boys aren't outside and my Tina isn't here in the kitchen with all of us 'women'. She should go outside and play with the boys. But the moment passes, open the oven it's time to serve, 'Tina go call your brothers to wash their hands, Mommy is going to be serving in a minute;'. 'And tell Daddy I need him to help me carve the roast'.' Thanks Tina, be a good little girl'.
More time passes, Tina is in hisgh school, the boys are done, Oh God, the expense of the boys in college, and I'm working at the Church and I meet Gladys (not her name, but Gladys will do). We get a long, I haven't felt this for a long, long time. She is 'nice', like in 'nice' to me. I do not drink, believe me women in our Church do not drink. But I am at Glady's house and we have a glass of wine and we are on the couch and she kisses me on the mouth, with a little bit of tongue and she puts her hand on my breast, and kisses me again. And then again. I fall back and she leans over me and kisses me again, and again and again and her hand is all over my breast and my legs fall open and she puts her hand between my legs and up and up and she cups my crotch, and then her mouth is on my crotch and her tongue is inside me and I can't get up, I can't move, I have an orgasm and I can't control it. I'm 45.
I go home, ask my husband for permission to talk to him. I tell him what happened. 'It's your wheelchair' he says. "Go bend over, get the cream'. He fucks me in the behind, me a Church woman with three children and I'm bending over and his dick is digging deep in my behind, my anus, deep and deeper and deeper. When he is 'done;' he spanks me and tells me not to see Gladys again. No sense in going over there, 'give me some tits'.
I give him tits. He likes tits, what can I say. He likes 'my' tits. One thing about my husband, he always liked fucking me and he likes my tits. Even if I misbehave he fucks me. Hold his face against my tits and let him suck and I settle down. When he sucks my tits I love it, I love seeing his face in my hands while he sucks my tits. I never have that feeling when it's a woman sucking my tits. When a woman sucks my tits I always want her fingering me hard. That's how I orgasm when I'm with a woman, more than if she is licking me up. Which I like. But to get off I need her to suck on my tits and finger me. It always works. That's how Gladys got me off. But my husband sucking on my tits I like, it feels good. I'm glad I have I have nice tits, my husband liked my tits from that very first morning when he knocked me up.
I don't know what my life would be like If I hadn't gotten pregnant that day, gotten married, had a family, have my Tina. One day she is going to kick ass. I hope she finds a good husband. I mean that, a woman needs a good husband. A man who can and will take care of her. I mean that. A woman needs a good man, a man needs a good woman. I'm a good woman, I know that, my husband tells me that all the time. I just got lucky, I could have ended up a lot worse off. I want my Tina to find a good man.
And no I didn't stop seeing Gladys, not for a while, it has to run it's course. I get the cream and bend over. That's all. A man owns his woman, and don't think he doesn't, my mother saw that all those many years ago. I see it all the time. A man owns his woman. It's all over the place. Tina knows, I don't lie to her. 'One day, a man is going to own you', I tell her. And then you'll be fine. 'Own him back, suck his dick, wash his socks'. That's what I do, it works. And let him suck your tits. you're going to love it.
He gets up and rolls over and I grab the sheets to cover me up. He asks for tits, 'show me your tits' . 'Sit up and show me your tits'. "Bend over and let me suck on your tits'. "Don't deny me your tits;'. "God damn bitch, give me your tits'. I don't want to show him my tits, but I let the sheet fall off of me and I sit there and he grabs my tit in his hand and I lean over and let him suck.
I'm pregnant, I never had a chance. I can't get an abortion. He won't allow it. I'm 24 and pregnant and a man tells me what to do, where to go, focus all my attention on him and the baby, forget the past, I'm no longer in the past, this is now and he wants it all, every ounce of me, of my baby and my life. I cry at my mother's, she laughs, 'now you know, a man owns you and you thought you were some hot shot feminist'. 'I don't feel sorry for you, suck his dick and show him you belong to him and he'll keep you, keep up with your feminist ideas and he will get rid of you and keep the baby'.
I get married, before I show too much. It's what nice girls do in my situation. My fest friend from growing up tells me she never thought I was going to get married, 'it seemed that you didn't 'like' men. And lo and behold, here you are all pregnant and radiant and getting married. Never thought it, of you, I mean'. No one knows about me, no one knows. Except him. He knows and he puts his dick in my mouth. 'Get used to it'. But he knows. He knows.
Time goes by so fast and I bring home a baby, a girl this time, I name her Tina. Now I have a girl, it was important to me to have a girl. Don't ask me why? I wanted a girl. With three I can settle down now. Of course I don't 'work', God only single women or those who married badly have to work, I don't 'work', I married well. I live the good life, Church, my family is BIG on Church, and my brothers and sister have families and we get together and there are so mamy grandchilren, and everyone's in the kitchen, fixing Sunday dinner for all the men. My Tina is four, she is the one who takes her father his snacks. Show Daddy what good little girl you are.
I have an out of body experience, this isn't me. Somehow nature got messed up, this isn't me. I don't have an apron, my Tina isn't serving her father. The boys aren't outside and my Tina isn't here in the kitchen with all of us 'women'. She should go outside and play with the boys. But the moment passes, open the oven it's time to serve, 'Tina go call your brothers to wash their hands, Mommy is going to be serving in a minute;'. 'And tell Daddy I need him to help me carve the roast'.' Thanks Tina, be a good little girl'.
More time passes, Tina is in hisgh school, the boys are done, Oh God, the expense of the boys in college, and I'm working at the Church and I meet Gladys (not her name, but Gladys will do). We get a long, I haven't felt this for a long, long time. She is 'nice', like in 'nice' to me. I do not drink, believe me women in our Church do not drink. But I am at Glady's house and we have a glass of wine and we are on the couch and she kisses me on the mouth, with a little bit of tongue and she puts her hand on my breast, and kisses me again. And then again. I fall back and she leans over me and kisses me again, and again and again and her hand is all over my breast and my legs fall open and she puts her hand between my legs and up and up and she cups my crotch, and then her mouth is on my crotch and her tongue is inside me and I can't get up, I can't move, I have an orgasm and I can't control it. I'm 45.
I go home, ask my husband for permission to talk to him. I tell him what happened. 'It's your wheelchair' he says. "Go bend over, get the cream'. He fucks me in the behind, me a Church woman with three children and I'm bending over and his dick is digging deep in my behind, my anus, deep and deeper and deeper. When he is 'done;' he spanks me and tells me not to see Gladys again. No sense in going over there, 'give me some tits'.
I give him tits. He likes tits, what can I say. He likes 'my' tits. One thing about my husband, he always liked fucking me and he likes my tits. Even if I misbehave he fucks me. Hold his face against my tits and let him suck and I settle down. When he sucks my tits I love it, I love seeing his face in my hands while he sucks my tits. I never have that feeling when it's a woman sucking my tits. When a woman sucks my tits I always want her fingering me hard. That's how I orgasm when I'm with a woman, more than if she is licking me up. Which I like. But to get off I need her to suck on my tits and finger me. It always works. That's how Gladys got me off. But my husband sucking on my tits I like, it feels good. I'm glad I have I have nice tits, my husband liked my tits from that very first morning when he knocked me up.
I don't know what my life would be like If I hadn't gotten pregnant that day, gotten married, had a family, have my Tina. One day she is going to kick ass. I hope she finds a good husband. I mean that, a woman needs a good husband. A man who can and will take care of her. I mean that. A woman needs a good man, a man needs a good woman. I'm a good woman, I know that, my husband tells me that all the time. I just got lucky, I could have ended up a lot worse off. I want my Tina to find a good man.
And no I didn't stop seeing Gladys, not for a while, it has to run it's course. I get the cream and bend over. That's all. A man owns his woman, and don't think he doesn't, my mother saw that all those many years ago. I see it all the time. A man owns his woman. It's all over the place. Tina knows, I don't lie to her. 'One day, a man is going to own you', I tell her. And then you'll be fine. 'Own him back, suck his dick, wash his socks'. That's what I do, it works. And let him suck your tits. you're going to love it.
