Vanilla Friends

That’s all that surrounds me are my vanilla friends. I mean it’s not bad sometimes I don’t mind when we get together and talk about our sexcapades while having lunch or hanging out.

But let’s just put it like this their second sounds boring either confined into the bedroom or the couch in the living room. I mean don’t get me wrong I do like it in a bedroom in the comfort of my bed or doing it on the couch but that’s all the stories they tell.

Like my friend B (won’t say their names) she is a MTF whose husband won’t spice it up he only sticks to the very vanilla position in which she is like oh she loves it.

But I’m over here like wow nothing fantastic about that (I roll my eyes every time) she starts.

I mean for me it’s hard to open up about mine since I am sleeping with my friends husband and can’t say certain things.

But listening to them talk it makes sex sound terrible. I am adventurous when it comes to sex.

Handjobs that turn to blowjobs as he is driving down the road. Miniskirts with no panties so he can bend me over whenever he wants, we just got into animalistic sex where he lets it all go, dry jumping till cumming in stores. I mean if you can think of it I’ll probably try it or have done it.

But when I am with them I have to tone it down because I would be the odd one out.

I mean my friend tells me that her husband loves it when she gives him sloppy top which in my mind I’m like your welcome I got him into that. But she is like then he tries to choke me and she’s not all into that. I’m like your very vanilla I love it when he chokes me.

So who can I tell all of this to since I can’t tell it to them? You guys of course I mean I know they don’t use this sight so I can be free and open about my life.

But I do wish I had non vanilla friends that I can bounce ideas off with.