Trouble Adapting To Other Women

I met Gina when I was19, she was 27. Hot as can be, perfect body, incredible looking legs, perfect ass, and to top it off she was beautiful. I think she wanted someone younger so she could manipulate the action sexually and I was glad to fuck this beautiful a woman so I didn't mind at all. Eventually it all came out, she loved her tits, pussy and ass spanked; no more than that she liked them beaten and beaten hard. Eventually I was sitting her blindfolded on a chair full of tacks so they'd stick in her ass cheeks. If she got up too fast, she got a whipping with the belt, then sat back down. She brought home acupuncture needles to pierce her tits. She had really nice sized C cup tits that didn't jiggle much at all, but she would sometimes have me inject her tits with saline so they would grow even bigger,so big it hurt her. I would pin her pussy, sometimes pushing needles through her outer pussy lips so her hole wasn't open. Then I'd rough fuck her asshole. She once kept the needles holding her pussy together for 3 days and nights.

OK, so you get the idea. She loved it, I did it and we had great sex. She had to move to another country and I couldn't go with her. The problem now is that I can't seem to cum, hell I can't even get hard. I met a beautiful blonde woman, 23 really nice, really fun and very sexy. I gently (at least to me and Gina it was gentle) pinched her nipple and she almost cried. I could only get hard after she sucked on me for almost 20 minutes, then couldn't keep it up long enough to fuck her. It's happened two more times. Luckily with women I don't have to see repeatedly. There is a girl at work that is throwing herself at me, I couldn't bear to not be able to have sex with her and think that everyone at work would eventually know.

If I'm not seeing a woman in pain, even bruised from what we do, I can't seem to get it up.

I may have to move to europe to get with Gina again.