Discovering Your Submissive Nature

In my early twenties I got involved with an older man. It wasn't the money, it wasn't a Daddy issue. It was sex. He did things, showed me things, opened me up to being submissive sexually. I happen to believe that as female your only real role is passive and submissive. I hear the arguments of pretensions of being in charge, but only if he lets you, so your passive and submissive.

In any event, being submissive raises my sexual aura. This isn't BDSM, it's about recognizing you're female, you receive his cock and sperm inside of you, and you expose yourself to being pregnant. I don't use birth control, of any kind. He controls if I get pregnant. He chooses when to ejaculate in me, whether to ejaculate in me, he is responsible for knowing my fertile window. He is in control, if he screws up he pays child support. And then he has a Daddy issue to deal with.

OK, an older man does draw you into Daddy Daughter play. Asking him for money, being nice and bringing him his coffee, baking cookies for him. I like dressing for him, nothing kink, dressing in nice outfits so I look good. Everything is age appropriate, but I try things on for him to approve. I do like laying naked across his lap so he can 'spank' my bottom. With his hand. So there is Daddy Daughter play.

All I'm saying is once I learned to submit to him, to him, to give him all the power over me, to hold my female essence in his hands, to have full control over my fertility, I discovered 'sweet surrender'. You can only reach ultimate bliss by surrendering.