I Want To Say That Now I Can Enjoy My Desire

Excuse the hesitancy in telling this confession. I confess that when I was a young man I agreed to sit in a car with a man who played with my penis. I went back to the same street to see if he came again but I never saw him again. Later when I was a music student in the conservatory a teacher played with my penis and I liked it very much. He let me touch and kiss his penis which I liked very much.

After I became a teacher myself I felt deep desires to touch the penis of some of my students. The rules were very strict and I had to control my desires. One of my fellow teachers in my school liked to touch and kiss with me. We became very close and I behaved like the woman and he behaved like the man. I liked that very much. It was the only way not to think of my students.

One day I was called to my director who informed me I was no longer needed because I was not fit for the school. I heard that my friend was also dismissed. This was heart breaking for me as I loved to teach my students. I learned my lesson and kept my desires secret. I had to take a job in a shoe department of a store for men. It is only now that I no longer live in my country that I can find pleasure for my desire.