I May Not Be A Lesbian After All I'm Having Sex With Guys

As a freshman I took a political science class, a required course. A girl sat beside me, she was a junior taking the course for the same reasons. We talked after class, and ended up having lunch together. When the weekend came she invited me to a party to get to know some other kids. I went with her and I woke up in bed with her in her apartment. I still don't remember how that happened. But it wasn't her, of that I'm sure.

She turned out to be a true lesbian, and she fell for me and insisted I be her girlfriend. She complained that I didn't kiss her, she set up dates for the weekend, she walked me to class. She monopolized my time, called me her girlfriend. And she pulled me in bed with her and performed oral sex on me. Over the rest of the semester I only went out with her, I did kiss her so she didn't get upset, and by the time we broke for Christmas I had gone down on her.

My grades were a 2.2 GPA, she had me move in with her in her apartment, she tutored me and took over my schedule and choice of classes, my gpa improved. By the end of my freshman year we were in a full blown girlfriend relationship, I was by then convinced I was also a lesbian. She went to grad school, I finished my degree, she was accepted to a PhD program in Seattle so we moved there. I got a job in a law firm and she worked on her doctorate.

At work there was a college student that was getting the shit banged out of her by one of the lawyers. We talked and she described how he fucked her. I told her I had never been fucked and what she said made me want to try it. She talked to her lawyer lover and he fucked the shit out of me. I found out I'm not just a lesbian, in fact I need to be fucked. So what if the guy's only purpose is to fuck me, at least I get fucked. My girlfriend is angry, she's processing my change of heart. I don't want to leave her, I've been with her for six years. But I need a man right now, and she can't do that.